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Can't escape
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Don't like you

You cheated
You hurt me
I loved you
You ****** him

Heartache won't end
Tried to fill the gap
Can't stop picturing you on his lap

You're gone
I'm done
*******
**** him

Celibacy
My friends think I'm crazy
Purity
A task hard to achieve

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It's so blinding
Lust
Always struggling

STDs
I've escaped
Babies
Not on the way

Happy
That I can see
Carefree
Judge me

Fun
Found differently
Waiting
Until I'm married

pinching, pull it
seeing and control it
mistaken and you're gone again on some stupid ******* tangent inside your head where you hate everything related to yourself, when hopelessness isn't at anyone's feet but yours to collect a name for blaming, you can't forget her ******* name and you say cliche **** like "life won't ever be the same" and then you stuff your face with warm-cold-anything and continue 'til you're old and wonder "where'd the time go?"

I see the way you look at me.
I see the way you look at me.

What will it take for you to see
that we all come from the same corrupted tree.

All throughout these nights I sleep
I dream of a place forever deep
Into my mind delves my heart's desires
Which mask all for which my mind did long
They hold my thoughts near eternal fires
To force from them a truthful song

Here I see my passion fly free
But where and why and what I do
Is of no consequence to me
For I cannot tell the truth
From the beauty of my reality
So this fleeting moment I shall adore
I have my dreams and nothing more

You will hear thunder and remember me,
And think: she wanted storms. The rim
Of the sky will be the colour of hard crimson,
And your heart, as it was then, will be on fire.

That day in Moscow, it will all come true,
when, for the last time, I take my leave,
And hasten to the heights that I have longed for,
Leaving my shadow still to be with you.

i’ll stretch my arms as far as they can reach

and hope that i am forever yours to keep

cause no matter how far apart,

i carry you always in my heart

for distance is only a word

and a mile only a measure

I can't think of what to write
To describe the way
I am all right
Even though the things you say
Make me want to start a fight
Don't worry, no fights today
Even if it would be a great delight
Instead i'll just go have a sleep in the hay.

and i never said goodbye
but i don’t know where to start, anyway
though you’ve never been more at peace
apart, we just fell apart

please, please send your guidance
and don’t answer with a question
I’m just naive
don’t forgive, just forget, forgive again

I watch the evening smoke fade into orange
and the reds into black
you’ve always been a lamp unto my feet
in a blank world
give me comatose joy
like recurring memories
well the snow is shimmering in now
slanting dark colors, shading my destiny

can we just rewind time while I watch you age backwards?
forever changing the shape of memory
again, just show me how victory’s sweet,
even in death

hey, this dirt road’s empty
littered with cans from summer nights
deliver me, make me honest, make me clean
take me home, tell me where

wait, calm me with your voice
take me back to the old willow tree
make me dizzy with laughter
push me in the creek, again

like 2008 goodbye,
give me tears of pride
soft winds are sweeping away my days
as evening fades to night
you’ve always been a empty book to me,
an empty box to fill with notes
I still feel you, like a shadow on the empty plains
you’re a gushing waterfall
that’s run dry

can we just rewind time while I watch you age backwards?
forever changing the shape of memory
again, just show me how victory’s sweet,
even in death

you never judged
never condemned, cause that’s not you
and I never asked enough,
sought what I should have…
and tomorrow is here, unknown
all these changes and time—
and it’s you on my mind

like the evening smoke fading into orange
while the reds are fading into the black
oh today is just a nightmare
chaos and uncertainty
your boardwalk isn’t the same.
as I give way to **** poor dreams
like jumping out of a plane, with no parachute

I feel like you constructed this universe,
had it in the palm of your aged, lined hand
this perfect society of infinity

I lay and watch the sky get darker
the sunset through the naked branches of our tree
the stars emerge like diamonds
I remember how you always wished on the ones that
“have the courage to stay where they are”
and I retrace our steps of old to your empty room
to the datebook you lived by
you missed your dentist’s appointment,
never made it to my senior night.

but today, just hear my call
send me your voice
guide my feet as i walk away
as i take my steps into this ever-changing
presence we call life
watch over me from above with your knowing smile
and show me how victory’s sweet
even in death