Hold on to the now

If I could etch this very passage in time to this very instant in now , where your hand is but a reach away , and the scent of your hair can catch the breeze upon my face.
Where I could punctuate your smile with the touch of my lips , and taste your skin on mine.
Tender kisses , enveloped embraces , an eternity lost in your eyes.
I wish I could hold on to the now , let the moon not set into dawn , or the sun not give way to the evening , you and I , here , now , in love , our love , everlasting affection.
All aligned in the moment , our moment , my angel
If I could stop the sand through the eye of the hourglass , and live in this dream you’ve made of our life as an “ us and we “.
Where “ loving you to sleep “ is but the end of each day , and waking next to an angel as the morning calls , just another day to live to love you .
For I wish I could hold on to the now , let my heart never be without yours in it’s echo , and forever is but our doorstep.
If only I could hold on to the now .

But for a moment

Like a gentile breeze out of no where , painting fading memories again with the vibrant hue of freshness in the sound of her voice .
Calm , yet with the bellow of a thunderous burst of affection , waking my soul out of its nightmarish doldrums.
For but a moment , she flew back upon my existence , bringing my heart back to life in an instant of her smile.
“My life “ , my love , but for a moment,
the flowers aligned with the stars , the moon again casts its smile over midnight , and I can rest in her daydreams , or echoes in the night.
But for a moment , she again is the next line of the ,“ happily ever after “, where the real story begins.
My tomorrows dream , my love of a lifetime , and lifetime love. The thought of getting to touch her silken lips once more , caress her porcelain skin , taste her tenderness , and love her one more time.
But for a moment , I fall again enchanted to the softness of her voice as it sends my heartstrings into a symphony.
But for a moment , she is mine once more .

Shadows

A brisk jolt and I turn my head only to find a blink of a remnant shadow , I could swear you were sanding their.
Only the realization of yet another fading memory and another piece to a broken heart.
Shadows.
Turning my dreams into nightmares , not because of your presence , but because I know When i awaken with a hallow pit in my stomach , and a fresh reminder that you are gone, and a mind full of yesterdays I’ve been trying to forget .
Shadows .
Under the moonlit glow , where I loved you forever , ran my fingers on your porcelain cheeks under the evenings lunar reflection , so beautiful , soft and loving .
Shadows .
Through the empty walls I can swear I hear your voice , sweet murmurs that would bathe my soul in comfort , only to feel another piece of this broken heart weep , knowing it was only my mind wishing .
You may never know the pain you caused , and the remnant thoughts that still taunt me .
You held my affection in your hands ,and you let it go .
Shadows
Lies , infidelity , flashed like stormy sky in the heat of tempest rage punching me in my gut , I see you with someone else and wonder if I was ever true .
Nobody loved you like I did , yet now all I see are shadows.

Hold on time

I wonder if I could hold on to a moment , cast it off to the stars , and hand it to a memory for safe keeping in a dream .
To call upon an Instant wrapped around an echo where I held you on my heart and begged for the hands of time to take a rest from moving .
Eye to eye , on the threshold of each other’s soul , burning affection that can only be realized in the touch of an enveloping embrace .
The only thing I’ve ever known for you is love , not just a feeling , but just “ was “ .
Their has always been a gravity between our hearts , you have always been my comfort , and I know I could not be me without you .
I wonder if I could hold on to that moment , put the hands of time on hold , and just let you be mine ,forever .

Kissing in the rain

The skies hue of bellowing grey , ready to purge the day’s harvest like a spew of raging affection that had been building up over a lifetime of anticipation , waiting to purge from within the belly of the clouds like a first kiss after years of dreaming.
The air filled with the scent of innocence , and ready to rinse away all the tensions , in wisps if relaxation as the wet curtains sweep over the horizon and bathe us in inspiration , while we are peering into each other’s souls amidst our gaze.
Heavens tears cling to or skin , as the tugging of enchantment tightens the threads of a romantic spell drawing our lips together .
Moistened lips slide ever so slightly , as the warmth of our kiss seeps through the cool droplets of the skies offering .
Our skin has a special sweetness as if dipped in passion and filtered through a rainbow , intensity builds with each moment longer our lips dance on each other’s.
Hair wet clothes clinging ,our lips clinging even stronger , the rain enhances this snippet in time , etched in a new memory being made , as we look back on this yesterday someday as our first kiss in the rain .

I just knew
the sun would always climb the horizon for it  has all my life ,And the moon never failed to enchant all those under her lunar blanket.
I never needed to see the wind to know that it was present
I trusted
Even though the tide would leave
It would always return again
I need just close my eyes and listen to the thunder if the waves greeting the shore
I believed
That the snow would always melt in the springtime allowing the budding fingertips foliage to outstretch into a new summer scene.
I always felt that same way with you, my heart would start to gallop, my skin would flush with heat ,my eyes would widen and still not be able to capture all your beauty , I just " know ,trusted and believed"
I've loved you all my life
Because it simply always was !

How far

A mere whisper on the dark side of midnight spoken into the air in the hopes of your heart feeling my calling.
Still traveling to the depths of tomorrow , I wonder .
I wonder if somewhere off in the distance the ears of the universe harken my voice and the waives of affection emitted from my soul and take homage to the love that flowed through the Galaxies distance and yet shows no signs of waining .
I wonder how far my heeding’s gone , as the Boundarylessness of the stars in the skies and heavens beyond , if it is known just how much My feelings for you can blanket .
Is my voice speaking still ,my very utterances murmured yesterday’s past and even years , still sprinkling the purest wordings of my loving heart, light years past forever , still as true as when they left my lips , that , “ I love you always “
Be it tomorrow , yesterday , or somewhere yet to come , I wonder if my words still flow , to the ears of the angels , yet still the stings of your heart .
I wonder if your heart is listening still ,and are my words still moving .
Did you hear it ?