you drowned me in that  emotions.
you burnt in that flame of sorrows.
all you would say was TIME.
ten.seven ....

I would stumble and choke.
all you would say was time.
where is that berrry I fell for?
four.

Don't cry you said.
you knew.
one.
zero.

BEEP BEEP BEEP..........

STARS.
I loved them. I wanted one since i was swinging on that black swing.
Even though i never knew which star was mine,
Even though I would stumble and fall
my heart loved you. only you.

YOU.
you are the perfect imperfect.
well, you are just too perfect for everyone.
Everyone; your daily bread AND I; your beautiful glass vase.

Beautiful glass vase that needed love.
that needed beautiful flowers on her.

Now is a diamond dust.

My vision's not clear.
The fog has become more thicker.
I CANNOT SEE.
i cannot see what is in that shiny black marble.
i cannot see if that word is truly from your pure heart.
        I am not sure if that star would love to shine on me forever.
        That star,
        So pure, so kind, so loving, so caring for all those flowers but not me.
        Me. I think my petals aren't PRETTY enough for him.
        Me. He says its always about me.
        HOW? WHY?
I just want to see what's in that black marbled eye.
I just want to see whats in that coconut heart.
I just want you to ask me once. JUST ONCE.
And i promise all those bullets in me will be a worth.

YEAH.....
I know I am selfish. He needs time.
TIME.
I will be waiting.
Waiting with the box full of bullets i LOVE.