.         Our mother found her way last night...
We told her we were fine and she could move on...
                  We told her we loved her...
We told her we loved her and she could move on...
               She found her way last night...
                   She was a proud women...
      She was a proud women stuck in a disease...
           Stuck in a disease that took her away...
                        The sadness is real...
                            The relief is real...
               The sadness and relief are real...
They are real in ways that are hard to express...
                 She has found her way home...
                            We will miss her...
She found her way only after she understood...
                She understood we were all ok...
She understood we loved her and we were fine...
                   She moved on last night...
               She can finally Rest In Piece...
                         Our dear mother...
                               Our Mom...
                                 Dorothy...
                        Dot, to her friends...
                                 Mommy...
                         ...Can rest at last...
                  We will love and miss you...
                                ...Always...

Brian Hill - Mar-21-2019

looking out over the vast colored carpet of flowering cactus
trying to decide where to stop and experience the moment
stunned by the amount of desert life erupting with visual excitement
just when you assume it can not get better or more exquisite
BOOM, it does....  
the DESERT is on POINT

Brian Hill - 2020 # 125

instinctively, the scorpion stung the frog
how do you stop anything from being what it is
can you bring about changes that go against individuality
personal virtues in all of us, are steadfast
be who or what you are
let others be who or what they are
swim or sting, it's who you are
be


Brian Hill - 2020 # 122

When my hero teaches me my lesson
And my world exists without fear
I know I can handle it all on my own
But it's nice to know that he's near

Brian Hill - 2020 # 142 e

What are these words to you
    Being, Suffering, Loving
  Hating, Wanting, Dreaming
   Gazing, Wishing, Playing
   Killing, Thinking, Starving

Are the words just words
Are the words talking about you
Are the word telling me something
Do the words move you
Do the words lead you to anything
Do the words have mind changing effects
          What can be expected
               What is the plan
     What is your level of thought

        Words control everything
  Everything is controlled by words

Brian Hill - 2019#88
Inspired by my words...

conversations in my mind are often complicated
the crisis here, in fact, is that it's tolerated
what to do and what to think, are often misconstrued
it makes it hard to understand, what is to be pursued
I must unwind this twisted mind and put it down in text
adjectives, adverbs, nouns, and such, it's hard to see what's next

Brian Hill - 2020 # 221

i want to go back, to be
to be able
to be sure of my next activity
to be the one to say, not now
to be a person of manners
to stand for facts and not fiction
to breathe without the cover of uncertainty
to know that tomorrow will be OK
is it too much to want this?

Brian Hill - 2020 # 202

the storyteller has a reason to see into the creation
to see what is not seen and illustrate with words
taking words and composing visions
visions of color, pain, sounds, and emotions
what would we do without the teller of things....?

Brian Hill - 2020 # 197

whispers already inspire the question
can you hear what is being asked
if you understand, what will be your action
i imagine there will be a task
the ideal purpose exists for a chance
to bring back the days of yore
those days can be seen, with a backward glance
but it will take time to fully restore
looking forward is simple but change is hard
moving on is what we want most
the shock, it seems, we know we are scarred
how do we shed the that old ghost

Brian Hill - 2020 # 204

the great kaleidoscope tormented the minds of many
many had been seduced with promises of greatness
greatness, intertwined with fortune, clouded their foundation
are they to be blamed for being mislead
promises need to be researched no matter how they arrive
be cautious of the great kaleidoscope out there....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 201

beautiful darkness stretched ahead of Its journey
the more the anguish and misery fell upon It, the better It felt
the condition, only known to It, existed for one purpose
spreading and hosting Its darkness to other unfortunates
the light of day became Its punisher
the happiness of others survived in the light
It was not ready for the light...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 144

sip from the cup of past memories
recognize thoughts that spill into the present
separate and blend them into your day
never miss a chance to remember...

Brian Hill - 2020 # 200

smoke has filled the skies
colored with the rising sun
drifting with the winds

Brian Hill - 2020 # 194

mirrors in your mind create reflective thoughts
can one maintain the sensations created there
is there an escape plan somewhere within the reflection

Brian Hill - 2020 # 174

nothing has illuminated my thoughts
it’s as if my brain was taken over by bots
the more I thought the less I thunk
I decided to write and it turned out this junk

Brian Hill - 2020 # 236

repeatedly, the hope for correction is desired
desired by most intelligent entities
unexpected opinions placed upon the masses are wrong
we the people, demand our dignity back

Brian Hill - 2020 # 227

The Missing

the example we should follow is missing
the need for explaining what was, and what will be, is lost
will we know the joy, of not knowing again
will hungering for the very essence of novelty have a revival
find the incomplete, and you will find the missing....

Brian Hill - 2020 # 157

magnifying the heavens does not generate peace of mind
admiration for counterfeit facts scramble your thoughts
intelligence comes to you in all elements
brilliant curiosity will rule if explored

Brian Hill - 2020 # 60

beautiful timing
powers beautiful notions
absent of worldly hardships

Brian Hill - 2020 # 226

unfamiliar things in the night
sleeping but not resting
mind movies of impressions not quite there
little thoughts like a memory souvenir
wait, what was that dream
was it a dream

Brian Hill - 2020 # 232

beheaded and lost
the world is a different place
different in all ways

Brian Hill - 2020 # 111

tonight we listen
we listen to confused and fearless children
worldly children shrouded by what has happened to their space
surroundings so confusing and disconnected
a cycle of life, ****** upon them in all directions
which way is OUT?

Brian Hill - 2020 # 155

fade into the familiar
talk like it never happened
act as if you can
speak out in favor
never look back into the yesterday
look forward to the next passage of time
be welcome of what is yet
do not be afraid of transformation

Brian Hill - 2020 # 242

old impressions surrounded by miles of unused thoughts
rushing here and there, bouncing about to be first
first to survive the leap from conscious awareness to the written word
this effort does not come without struggle
it does not come without deep mental cleansing
at this time in life, thoughts are no longer old
they have played out and welcomed in fresh thinkings

Brian Hill - 2020 # 237

your identity
it is yours and yours alone
will it satisfy

Brian Hill - 2020 # 185