You know that feeling..
When your breathing stops,
But your heart still races.
When your eyes are closed,
But you can still see what's going on around you.
That's what it's like being with Him.
When his hands are around your throat,
But kisses you at the same time.
When he turns you away from Him,
But you know exactly what his expression is.
Trying to satisfy a never ending thirst.
Hoping you've done well when He doesn't look at you after.
Thinking you look disgusting but He reminds you otherwise.
Just to degrade you later.
A never-ending cycle of love, and disgust
Disgust, to lust
From lust to loving
Never ending.
Always repeating and eating at me.
Making tears, laughter, moans,
And those little kisses you wish you could save.
You know that feeling..