I want to be treated with kindness
and respect,
like the lady that I am.

You should take me out on dates,
and show me off to your friends,
I want you to crave my attention
and worship the ground I walk on.

Loving every inch of my body,
be ecstatic when I give you
control.

I want you to love me
and treat me like a goddess,
and do nice things for me
just because.

I had that opportunity, the opportunity to be with you
but I blew it, and that
is something that I deeply regret.

you
with your beautiful scraggly features, that I long to hold,
I want to feel you move with me,
come back here, I'll let you stay awhile with me.

but I blew it,
and now, you're gone, I'm alone,
and all I know is your first name,
nothing else.

boldly stepping out of the words,
positive
that I, was doing the right thing.

my motives are pure,
and i apologize
but you yell pointlessly,
harshly.

I offer all that I can think of,
and you reject it all
still terrifyingly mad.

the others show up,
they are kind to me
and treat me with respect.

they understand
they are calm
I appreciate them.

i've realized
how truly obnoxious
human beings can be.

horribly loud and destructive,
everything they touch
is instantaneously damaged.

including
other people.

we are all terrible creatures
each one worse than the next
but in some different way.

never stopping to consider
that
what's being done
is potentially harmful
to EVERYTHING.

you don't know my body
not yet
but you will
just give me the chance.

the chance to show you
how i move
my passion
my thirst.

give me the chance to give you my all
let you see my every curve
every flaw.

give me the chance to show you me.

words
they all mean something
and another something
based on the context.

but why
why do we worship them
why do we say so much
why...?

the unspoken words
reach the farthest
mean the most.

you are an open book
waiting to be read
poured over
but
no one seems to care

they're lazy
they wait for your words
many of which will never come
because
they
don't
see.

love
such a strong
overused word
not one to just throw out there
think
think before you say this word
to just anyone.

always mean it when you say it
love
not a word to be tossed around
be careful
be truthful.