She's just looking for attention
That has to be it, right?
Just a melodramatic girl
They ignore all the signs

She's just looking for attention
That's what they're all saying
It's funny how when it's all said and done
They'll cry that they didn't see it coming

She's just looking for attention
They yell "You shouldn't joke about suicide!"
She represses a bitter laugh and thinks
Too bad I won't see your reaction to the punchline

my veins constricted holding to any warmth left.
so i lowered my eyelids and held my breath.
i felt the stars twinkle as they landed on my skin,
angles sent kisses, of the water on the wind.
dewdrops. from eras long laid to rest
broken romances, betrayal and death.
a symphony of tragedies mingled in the breeze,
faint quarrels forgotten in clouded memories.
there started a trickle upon a wet cheek.
a thousand times over the feelings did leak.
a twist in my stomach, a gasp then a sigh
**why **** with the truth, if you can live on a lie.

How dare you call yourself pro life
And then make me want to **** myself

How dare you say that you're a Christian
And then act with hatred and intolerance

How dare you tell your friends about your new diet plan
While I'm silently throwing up dinner upstairs

How dare you ignore and insult me
And then get angry at the fact that I'm withdrawn

How dare you tell me you love me
While my tears flow down my bruising cheek

How dare you destroy me on the inside
And wonder why I'm showing it on the outside

How dare you boast about my high grades
When you used to call me stupid when I was slow to learn

And how ******* dare you call yourself my mother
When you've become my worst enemy