What I have seen in the world
was nothing I liked
I will be less stain
on this beautiful planet

Hide with your smile
Hide your heavy eyes
Hide with the quilt
You're safe under the covers
Wake up early
Serve your time
Don't do anything worthwhile
as usual
What is it all?
What is my purpose here?
Its definitely not to serve punishments in the school store
I hope I can change the world
I guess first though
I should change myself

Please remember me
Fondly
When we were laughing on the porch
My pupils wide with understanding
You shivering in the cold
I sat on your lap and you wrapped your arms around me
I felt your breath on my collar bones
We held hands
I traced your veins all the way up your arms
In 10 15 20 years I hope to remember that night
And I pray that you will remember me
Fondly

my entire life has been
trying to convince myself to live
then talking myself out of it

Draw on my hand
Listen to heavy guitar
Glare at my friend
Todays the day for a ***** riot
I'm angry as ****
Don't give a ****
Don't really care about anything
Destruction is a form of creation
Good
Cause I'm gonna destroy something today

I want to explore your body
Find all the spots you are ticklish
Make you understand how I want you
I crave the feel of your skin underneath my lips
I want to feel you breathing
Listen to your heartbeat
I want your flaws
and your illnesses
and your lies
and love

I think about your stupid face
all the ******* time
I wish I knew how it felt
to have your lips on mine
But who would choose a clump of dirt
in a bowl of chocolate chips
I smell like cigarettes
look like death
**** like an animal
I'm a complete degenerate loser
I don't have the confidence to tell you how I feel
So I guess I'll stick to putting love letters
under your windshield wipers