As leaves fall
So does my hope
The warmth acceptance
Summer had so many promises
Now it's all gone

Change is no longer an option
Metamorphosis is over
Even the butterflies are dying
Their wings are dropping
And I am dropping with them

Flower petals everywhere
Love me
Love me not
But the flowers are dead now
So love is dead too

Snow is freezing my world
And I am freezing with it
So I will bury the butterflies
Lay the dead flower petals on its grave
And wait for he sun to come again

One hit
Feel like ****

Two cuts
They say you're nuts

Three tears
Filled with fears

Four stares
No one cares

Five guys
In between your thighs

Six screams
From your dreams

Seven bites
Lonely nights

Eight plays
No one sees through the facade

Nine sighs
So many goodbyes

Ten pills
And blood spills

Even if they say
That they
Will change
Walk away

After every hit
Spirit in the pit
Don't believe at
Their *******

Don't even waste your time
To think of a better rhyme
For them
Leave the ******* behind

Because bruise after bruise
Only being used
As a punching bag
Treat him like old news

Because he will never stop
Your confidence will drop
Into oblivion
As he continues to plot

Every hit
He's making a list
To ruin
Bit by bit

So listen to me now
Don't wonder how
You deserve this
He will work you like a plow

So what you should of heard
Of a story so absurd
As a girl letting a man beat her
Because she thought she was a nerd

But no one should ever be treated like that because we are all human beings.

On the ground
Her body lays
Bruised
Beaten
Cold
Alone

DOA
Or that's what the man
With the badge says
Cause of death
Is still unknown
And no one knows
What happened

Missing for three
Long
Years
Still only twelve
No one knows the hell
That she went through

No one sees
The crying angel
The sits next to
The body

Long dark hair
In ringlets down her face
Looking at another
Soul lost
Body beaten
Stands up

And grabs the girls hand
And the hand of her
Unborn child
And takes them to
A place of no pain
But no one sees it
All they here
Is a ****** of a bell
And they smile
For no reason

Later they find out
She was two months
Pregnant
With an unknown man
That they never convicted

Ring
First class
Pain
That's making it hard
To breathe
Ring
Can't focus
Mind wandering
Pain
Ring, Ring, Ring, Ring**
More classes
More pain
More fake smiles
More failing
More stress

More pain
Because
Of you
Of what you said
I can hardly breathe
Without cringing
Is this
A broken heart
Is this what everyone talks about
The absolute
Utter blankness
That now
Fills the place
Where you're heart
Is supposed to be

I can't even breathe
Because of you
I can't sleep
Because of you
I can't think of anything
But you

Heart shattered
Soul tattered
Confidence battered
And it doesn't matter
At least not to you

So when you see
Me getting worse
Don't feel bad
Because its all
Your fault
But you don't know it
So I guess
I will keep pretending

What do you do when beautiful people
Say that they are average
Do you say that you are
Less than average
You are not good enough
Because they are not
Their standards
Are yours
You are not your own
But everyone else's
I guess that makes sense
If you want it to
If you want to be average
But I am not skinny
I am not pretty
My hair is always a mess
I am way too loud
I talk to much
**And I am perfect

A bright flash
A blinding light
That was me
Then I am out of sight

I fly right through
Passing by
Not staying long
So do not sigh

Do not miss me
I am nothing new
Just a phase
Not a special few

I am always on
Shining bright
I don't stay forever
I know its not right

I never stay
I am a rolling stone
No moss for me
I am alone