her sneakers wrapped around a telephone wire
"tall stone monoliths and crumbled walls
hell is not a physical place
it is a spiritual realm
and this city of locked hearts
a prison of sorts
without barb wire," Kate tells me,
"and the high wire walkers
and the dice tossers
and the lonely ones...
all in search of the lost song."
"I want to sing songs
and dance far from this desolate stage,"
I'm telling Kate,
"I envision myself a tragic figure."
a tender smile and,
"who, Hamlet, Walter White?
we're walking down sunset avenue
occasionally passing other failed animals.
silent howling and teeth hidden in our
lost hearts
those parts too delicate to display
except in anger, rage, and want.
and my love touches in me places
I don't want to feel
and I love her like the mad hatter
loves alice.
it's summer.
we smoke a joint
and we're walking on the boardwalk.
we past the arcade
and a song is playing
and as we walk
down past the coffee shop
a different song is playing
further, another song.
"never tangled or twisted,
how do you do it?"
I asked her.
a serene smile
and Kate says,
"my life is quicksand
struggle you die
relax you float,
you survive."
her blue eyes
bright
my reluctant Cinderella laughs softly
and another song is playing
and i move closer to my heart.