"bandage your heart

    whats gone is gone

    heal your pain

    find a substitute . . . "

                                                 I say to me . . .

Its daytime but i feel like its night
I don't know what to do
I feel like I'm losing everything in the world
I don't know how to deal with this the night is flooding in to my heart
I can't feel anything, Im num..
I feel sick to my stomach
I feel sad but happy and still wanting to cry though
I dont understand why I have this feeling but I do
I just wish I could say something to the person that is making me feel
This way but I just can't i don't know why though

I can feel myself losing you
You ask them why I would do this to you
When i didn't do anything but thought about a boy
I saw you crying, & I've beat up guys for making you cry
But now this time I'm the one making you cry
I can't stand this pain this feeling i don't see how i can
Live without my best friend all i did was think about a boy
your friend you said you were over but I knew in my heart he
Was only a brother I can't stand this look of pain on you face
I can't stand seeing you cry but I have to for now so you can realize
I only see him as a brother and nothing more.
When won't you see that my friend?
Your the only true friend I've known and now your here
Hating me, Hating him too probably , I just don't know what to say to You..