You monster
The way you can **** me in
With one call
I needed you
You were there
Your voice made life seem okay
Once again
You my friend
Have worked your unintended Magic
And here I am
Waiting
Wishing

To be continued

I miss you so much
I ache for you
Cali, The perfect person
The girl I know you are

Tell me what I want to hear
All because of some inner fear
Spineless, full of cowardice
Trust you once, never twice
You go behind my back
And claim to be what you're not
A philosophical, open minded saint
In reality you're a fearful, psychotic ain't
Scared to admit your wrong doings
Putting the blame on others
Be a home wrecker to another
We've had enough of what you spill
Take it how you will
But in the eyes of lions
You're an easy ****

Preaching lies
False prophet
Watch your tongue
No morals
No integrity
Pathetic snake
Spoiled to death
Depressed out of boredom
Envy only gets you so far
Home wrecker wanna be
Get in your hole

Anxiety is getting the best of me
I can't bottle these emotions any longer
I feel like crawling into a shell and remaining forever
Weakest points, I never fail to disappoint
The feelings linger
Like the cigarette at the end of my finger
The burning pain shooting through my stomach
Has become too much to bare
Life has never seemed so meaningless
But I've never felt so alive
In the worst way possible