Stained glass shards glisten on the floor, from the window that was shattered. Words lost that cut the tongue, withheld because it never mattered.

Bare feet that no longer feel, I kneel on glass remains. If only my heart was unbreakable, but the overflow of everything it contains.

I built walls I let down, reluctantly for men who are undeserving. But it seems that heartache, is a lesson I'm always learning.

I'd rather just hear it burst because I'm always muffled sound. I can't keep looking in spite of hope, for something that can't be found.

I broke the window because beautiful, is nothing that is me. Maybe if I wear a mask, I can obstruct the image that is all they ever see.

I hate how pathetic I feel
Constantly thinking of you
I hate how you make my skin fire crack
When you touch it
I hate how you make me
Want you

Our bodies wracked with sobs
We can't seem to hold off the mob that barges through our castle doors
Well clean it up later
Red seems to be our favorite color

My scars hurt at night
When the moon shines through them
Illusions illusions
Mama made me promise
To never bleed again
But how can I keep it when I still pick at the scabs in my brain?

You
    its so cold in this skin so empty and hollow

Don't
    i don't think im sane    not anymore


Know
    stop please stop trying stop saying my name i can't hear i can't hear im not here can't feel pleasestoptheresnothingyoucandopleasestopmakeitstop


Me
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