Laying in darkness
With sand between my toes
I remember everything you told me
And taught me about the stars

Searching the galaxy
For the North Star
I smile thinking of you
When you shined just as bright

The breeze smells of ocean
While the waves crash on the rocks
I take everything in around me
Let my mind wander

Somewhere you may be doing the same
Looking at the same star
Thinking you miss me as much as I miss you
And remember the time you taught me about the stars.

A chilling breeze touches your face
Eye's blinded by the dusty powder

Your heart beats at an un-even pace
As if affected by the abstruse silence

Louder and louder it gets
warmth from your person exerts into the air around you
Chills run through gashes in your clothing, distinctly smelling of cigarettes
In the distace, echos of chattering and shivering
bounce back from the white, icy layers askew

A toe, Then a heel
The ghost of heat that surrounds the body is gone
Gusts of algid nothingness blow in your face by a small pinwheel
Darting pupils reveal scintillating lights,
Appearing one second and vanishing with the dawn

Something embeded in the mind, forever dormate throughout seasons,
The silence, the serenity, the solace of winter

I think I'm falling for you
simple as that.
There hasn't a day gone by
that I didn't wish you weren't holding me
and called me yours.

When I'm with you
everything feels right.
The world falls into place;
I can smile
and really mean it.

I'm aching for you inside
I wonder if you notice the way I look at you
or feel the same way I do.
You're one of a kind, boy
and you're absolutely perfect for me.

I would tell you everything--
the feelings I've bottled up inside.
I'd tell you my hopes and dreams--
the secrets I hold to myself,
that could never be exposed to the light of day.

But if I tell you,
you'd run away with it all
and give it to those around you,
they'll spread it like wildfire
expose it to where it doesn't belong.

And baby, I'm strong
but I can't trust anyone.
To give it to the one I think I could trust,
you'd crush my heart and I'd cry myself to sleep.
And I'll falter. And I'll *break.