She looked at me and said
"Why can't other guys be
like you" I just laughed and
smiled. She smiled too.

"Well I guess I'm just one
in a million, baby "She held
on to me. My smile slowly
faded. Even I didn't believe
what I had just said.

Somebody's at the door.
Knocking and knocking away.
Somebody's at the door.
They seem to be here to stay.

Don't answer it, it's dangerous.
What if he has a gun?
Don't answer it it's dangerous.
You don't have the time to run.

Look through the peep hole.
No one is there.
Look through the peep hole.
It's not polite to stare.

it's dark in here
things are weird
not normal.

Perverted walls
perverted people

I hear things call out to me
deep distant cries far gone.

They came from the light
I once knew those voices

I tear away as hard as I can
No chance.

Claws rip me back down
deeper and deeper

the distorted laughter of the devil gets louder
I can't escape it no matter how hard I try.

I give up
Until another time.

Come again?
I can't hear you, I can't hear anyone.
I can't hear anyone over myself.

All these sounds
All this noise
Nobody makes any sense except myself.

Save your time
Don't waste mine
The things you're saying are just noise.

Come again?
I won't hear you, I won't hear anyone
I won't hear anyone but myself.

So let's sit on a hill
a grassy hill under the sun

Let us lay within the breeze
It'll blow our minds away

We wouldn't care
They wouldn't dare

When all is said and done
Then it's over isn't it?

So if it's really done
then why are we still here?

I dunno

There she was, just standing there!
Going about her own way so lightly
It was like she was floating.

Almost as if God were so proud of her
             He guided her along with the winds of heaven
             so she wouldn't even have to walk

She was magnificent in every way.
So perfect, like a cool breeze.
A breeze that blew through me and filled my body
             with life again.

Wow. What could I do?
She, an untamed creature of flawless beauty
              and me, just me.

Wow. I couldn't let her slip through my fingers.
I had to act, I had to make a move.

"Hey" I said.
"Hey" She said. She smiled.

She smiled.

When do i have my turn?
                                                                                                                                              
                                           I can't really wait much longer.

I hate myself so much.


I can't let myself be happy.
                    
                                            Why can't I have my turn?