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1.3k · May 2015
Strong
You say you're sorry
and that you still love me.
If you really loved me you
wouldn't have gone and found
another, now I'm sitting
here all alone drowning
in my own tears trying to fight
them from falling and showing
you how hurt I am.
I will by a fighter I wont show
you my devils so you
can use them against me.
I WILL fight with everything
I have no matter what you
will NOT bring me down to that
deep dark place you call your SOUL.
891 · Apr 2015
The Chase
Never chase after
someone who doesn't deserve you
if they want you bad enough they'll be
waiting for you at your front door asking
you to come back to them.
631 · May 2015
Mirror Mirror
Mirror mirror can't
you see what you're doing
to me,
the cuts the scars
they're slowly killing me.
The worthless girl standing
in the mirror,
her heart’s naked
for the world to see
all the hurt,
the crying,
and the distrust.
Mirror mirror can’t you see
the girl that's slowly killing she.
604 · Apr 2015
"MISS"understood
NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW HARD I TRY
TO STOP
THEY ASK ME TO PROMISE
BUT I CAN’T.
DON’T DO IT TO HURT ANYONE OTHER THAN MYSELF,
I DON’T DO IT WHERE YOU CAN SEE.
YOU LOOK AT ME AND THINK THAT I’M THE HAPPY LITTLE GIRL THAT HAS EVERYTHING THAT SHE WANTS,
BUT INSIDE I’M DYING SLOWLY
SCREAMING
BUT NO ONE HEARS.
THEY CAN’T SEE HOW HURT I AM INSIDE
NOT EVEN THE PEOPLE THAT ARE CLOSEST TO ME.
I’M THE BEST FRIEND
THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND AND DAUGHTER,
NOT THE KID THAT NEEDS HELP. and i feel like i'm slowly fading away.
547 · Apr 2015
Breathing Underwater
I can’t breathe.
why?
why is it so hard to breathe?
There’s something wrong.
I don’t know if something is wrong with me.
Is there something wrong with me?
What am I saying there’s always something wrong with me.
Thats what my mom always says.
That I just want attention, but I know somethings not right.
It’s like I’m in jello. STUCK. Like a THOUSAND pounds
sitting on my chest. Then I see her it’s been a long time.
I’ve missed her,
I’m not mad at her anymore,
I know that it’s not her fault now and now I’m with her.
In the same lake she drowned in.
And now I know it’s like breathing,
breathing underwater...
498 · Apr 2015
Cold
I can’t see anything it’s so cold and dark it’s hard to breathe. My back hurts this was the dumbest decision I have ever made. There’s no one to talk to. I wish I just wish that I would have been cremated.
458 · May 2015
Creeper
Creeper
I tell him to leave me alone
it's like he's always there…
following me, always there,
no matter what I do
it seems like I can never
get rid of him.
He calls but I don't pick up,
he's angry now because I wont
talk to him, he scares me
when he's mad…
I told my mom about him
she asked if I wanted
to fill out a report I don't
want to make him upset it only
makes him even more clingy, and mean…
He tells me he loves me
as he holds my arms so tight
that they bruise…
I just don't know what to do.
410 · Jun 2015
You & Me
You're head games throw me
through a rollercoaster
of my feelings, throwing
me through loops flipping
me upside down, plummeting
down at 100 miles a hour.
But somehow you
always make me happy
like no one else can
I'm happier than I
have ever been
I smile all the time,
you and me just seem right.
Ever since we’ve got back
together the hole in my heart
has been filled
I love you
and I'll never
let you go again.
405 · Apr 2015
Trust
I gave you something
no one could have,
you tell me you love me
and that you’ll cherish it
no matter what.
But one thing I don’t know
is if I can trust you.
I’ve been hurt
so many times before
its hard for me,
I love you I really do
there are no words
to describe how much
I do but its so hard to trust.
Its not just you
I feel like its everyone,
like they’re all out
to
get
me.
403 · Apr 2015
Disappeared
you always say that you’re there
for me but where
were you when I needed
you the most, when
I was broken down
crying and hurting.
I’ll tell you where,
with her the other girl
the one that stole you from me.
378 · Apr 2015
Leaving
You're always trying to make me jealous
why can’t you just let me be happy?
you just won't leave me alone
I’m trying to move on before
I leave its just easier this way.
I wont hurt as many people
just myself.
357 · Dec 2015
Love
Love what it means. A profoundly passionate tender affection for another person. It's weird when we see what love means in the dictionary, the cold hard facts, plain and blunt. But is that how we really feel about love? Do we just see love as something we have to do, like it's a job? No! Love is something that we have to cherish, that we fight for to make us happy not just some chore.. But I guess some people do feel that way, like their doing it to help you and make you “feel” better even though it just makes you feel worse inside about yourself. Like you don't deserve to by loved, that you just deserve to be tossed aside, that you're just worthless trash that no one cares about.. Then one day you find the one that truly cares about you, but because you’ve been hurt so much you can't let them in and then you're the person that hurts them in the end, and you promised yourself that you would never do that to another person..
It's a nasty circle that keeps going round and round until that person can't fight anymore and they finally give up.. exhausted and drained, and you find them all alone the life slowly dripping out of them..
355 · Jun 2015
First Love
baby you and me that's all we need. I know she doesn't like you but who cares the only thing we need to worry about is us. I love the way that you smile you your brown eyes sparkling, I love making you laugh and knowing that I'm the one that caused it. You're my first love and nothing will change that.
349 · Dec 2015
Beautiful
Being very attractive in a physical way or giving pleasure to the senses.
I looked up the meaning of the word beautiful on Google. It's sad how even they don't know the true meaning of beauty. Yes a woman or a man can be attractive, but beauty is how the person is on the inside. The girl that you called ugly or made fun of behind her back today, may have the biggest in the world and told herself that you were just saying that because you didn't have self confidence. But truthfully you're slowly ripping her apart, she’s becoming smaller and smaller until she thinks that no one can see her anymore. So she thinks that no one loves her she decides to end it all the pain and suffering, she’s tried to help people but she can't even help herself.She finally decides today is the day no one is gonna miss her and then it's all over…
But, what she didn't realize is that everyone missed her, she was the ray of sunshine they never knew they had, and they realized they pushed her to this. And and that moment they realized she was truly BEAUTIFUL……
340 · Apr 2015
The King
every
man
needs
a
woman
when
his
life
is
mess
cause
just
like
the
game
of
chess
the
queen
protects
the
king.
336 · May 2015
ANGEL
My little angel so beautiful and proud no one can bring you down, no chains can touch you above the clouds, free. Fly little angel somewhere there’s happiness, and everyone smiles, and you can walk down the street and not be afraid wondering if you're going to get home okay.. Go to the place that you have to create first and be FREE…
331 · Apr 2015
Stuck
LITTLE GIRL GO AWAY GO AND FLY FAR AWAY FROM THIS LONELY
PLACE.
SOMEWHERE NO ONE
CAN HURT
YOU OR BRING YOU DOWN TO THE DEPTHS OF THIS
SCARY PLACE. QUICK WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME YOU DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE ME.
DOWN HERE WHILE
MY DEMONS TEAR ME APART.
320 · Apr 2015
Puppeteer
I raise then I fall.
But you seem to always be there to catch me
never to drop me.
You say I’m a gem to you
and I look into those big brown eyes
and I fall
into a spell
that I can’t break
all I can see is you and me
nobody else.
You take me out of reality
into a world that only you control
like a devilish game of puppets
and I’m your opening act
but I play along
and fall
more deeply in love
with you than ever.
313 · Apr 2015
Torn
I
hate when
People see me
cry because I want
to be the
strong girl
but at the same time though
I hate how
nobody sees how torn
and broken I am
and thats the worst part.
296 · Dec 2015
Fight
Will you Fight for me?
When I have nothing left
and I'm slowly giving up,
Will you Fight for me?
When everyone’s pushing
and shoving me into the ground,
Will you Fight for me?
When I can't go on anymore
and everyone’s giving up on me,
Will you Fight for me?
When I don't know if I can
Fight for us,
WILL YOU FIGHT FOR ME?
294 · Apr 2015
Missing You
You
act like
it doesn't hurt
but the truth be
told I suffer every day
the pain in my chest grows
larger and larger every day. I miss
you every day, the way you talk, the
sound of your laugh, your sparkling brown eyes,
I feel like I could get lost every time I look into them.
I miss being able to be close to you holding your
hand feeling your arms wrapped around me
saying you love me. I miss everything I
love you always have always will no
matter what. I wish I could tell
you one more time that I love
you and miss
you.
291 · Dec 2015
Forgetting
You want me to forget.
Forget everything that's happened.
But I can't forget. Forgetting the pain
Is like forgetting a entire part of my life it
Just doesn't go away that easy. It's always in the
back of my mind, nagging telling me that you can't trust
anyone.
Even myself.
Because I can't trust
myself. For some reason I'm the person
I have the hardests time trusting. I don't know why
well I do but I don't like to tell people, It's like I don't want anyone
to know.
Know the real me because I'm scared.
scared to have people judge me because out of everything.
That is my greatest.
Fear.
283 · Apr 2015
The Game
dig, set , SPIKE
the love of my life
the drive I have is to only do
this one thing
It’s my stress reliever, the reason I get out of
bed .
It’s the only time I can really be my
self.
273 · Apr 2015
The Pills
YOu gave me the pills
and told me they would
help ease the pain away.
And you were right
my dear the pain
went away
along
with
the
body
of
me.
268 · May 2015
DEVILS
We all have or devils,
the evil that lives inside all
of us slowly eating away who you truly are.
Some people’s evils are worse than others and their
the first ones to go, eventually though they
show us who the person truly is.
We may not like it
and we may walk away,
but the ones who stay behind and help you
work around and through you're evils
are the ones who truly cared
and will do anything to make you
stay as long as
possible.
268 · May 2015
Heart Breaker
Little girl all alone in this dark place,
no where to run no where to hide.
He's coming to get you no
matter where you hide he'll always
be there lurking behind the shadows
waiting for the right time to take
your heart.
He's a heartless being that
takes beautiful little girls
hearts like you're to thrive,
STOP.
Stop running from this evil thing
they call a man and stand up to him,
take your life back and give the girls
that were weaker theirs.
Because not all are as STRONG....
265 · Apr 2015
The Monsters Inside
There are
monsters and ghosts
all are real and live inside
of us sometimes we win
other times we lose.
263 · Apr 2015
Trapped
LITTLE GIRL GO AWAY GO AND FLY FAR AWAY FROM THIS LONELY
PLACE.
SOMEWHERE NO ONE
CAN HURT
YOU OR BRING YOU DOWN TO THE DEPTHS OF THIS
SCARY PLACE. QUICK WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME YOU DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE ME.
DOWN HERE WHILE
MY DEMONS TEAR ME APART.
260 · May 2015
The One For Me
Dark
dangerous, enchanting
unexpected, loving, can
you be these things
For me?
Will you cherish
the things I do
will you just love me for me.
255 · May 2015
Nightmare
I wake up in a cold sweat
not knowing where I am
then it comes back to me slowly.
I had a fight with someone
I remember he was mad then he pushed me
the back of my head hurts
the only thing I can’t make out is
why am I strapped down
and in the basement.
250 · Apr 2015
Society
don’t try so hard to fit in to
where you not yourself cause
the people that knew the old you won’t
even recognize you, and the people
that know the new you
will call you fake behind your back.
245 · Apr 2015
Beautiful
Don’t worry about what
other people think
you can always do
what you want,
jump off that cliff
spread your wings and fly,
cause someone somewhere
is watching you
like the beautiful
butterfly you are.
227 · May 2015
WAITING
I just don't get you,
you say you just want to be just friends
but then you tell your best friend
that you miss me..
But you can't even talk to me..
I just want to be with the one I love,
whenever you're ready you know that I'll
be here waiting for you
to come home.
221 · May 2015
Friends
I love you, do you still love me.
I see you look at me
from across the room those brown eyes
that can see right through me,
that once looked at me
and were filled with love
and happiness, now when I
look at you I’m lost.
I can't read you like I
used to sometimes you look lost
and sad other times you look happy.
You want to by friends
but I don't think I can do it,
I'm not as strong as you think I am.
I love you, miss you and want you back
but I can't do this any more..
I love you, do you still love me..
218 · May 2015
Lonely
I can't do it anymore I miss you like crazy you Haven't talked to me in four months and it's slowly killing me inside, you had one of your friends tell me that you were not interested. I just want to be friends again I miss you and I'm sorry I would talk to you but I don't know what to say, I'm so afraid that you're going to ignore me or tell me that one thing I don't want to hear. I can't take the silence anymore please just let me go or have me stay, but I just can't stay where I'm at… I'm slowly falling even more into a depression even though you see a happy smiling girl who has good grades, good in sports, and plenty of friends, you don't see the girl who hides all her ghosts inside. Their fighting, against her, themselves and everything in between, no one knows how much I've been through not even my best-friend or parents even know the half of it. I need you no matter what I say it's all a show to make it look like I'm strong but inside I'm really not…
212 · May 2015
Held Back
You say we can just be friends and that's great, for you… What about me? Did you even consider how I would feel if I could do this? I bet you didn't, you didn't
give it a consideration, and that's what makes me angry. Angry with you angry with myself angry
with everybody, well I'll tell you something I'm tired of being angry I just want to be happy for one and
not have to worry about what other people think.
I love you I always will no matter what, but it's time for me
to let go of you because all its doing is
holding me back and I can't deal with that anymore. So finally I'll be free from you….

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