Being very attractive in a physical way or giving pleasure to the senses.
I looked up the meaning of the word beautiful on Google. It's sad how even they don't know the true meaning of beauty. Yes a woman or a man can be attractive, but beauty is how the person is on the inside. The girl that you called ugly or made fun of behind her back today, may have the biggest in the world and told herself that you were just saying that because you didn't have self confidence. But truthfully you're slowly ripping her apart, she’s becoming smaller and smaller until she thinks that no one can see her anymore. So she thinks that no one loves her she decides to end it all the pain and suffering, she’s tried to help people but she can't even help herself.She finally decides today is the day no one is gonna miss her and then it's all over…
But, what she didn't realize is that everyone missed her, she was the ray of sunshine they never knew they had, and they realized they pushed her to this. And and that moment they realized she was truly BEAUTIFUL……

Love what it means. A profoundly passionate tender affection for another person. It's weird when we see what love means in the dictionary, the cold hard facts, plain and blunt. But is that how we really feel about love? Do we just see love as something we have to do, like it's a job? No! Love is something that we have to cherish, that we fight for to make us happy not just some chore.. But I guess some people do feel that way, like their doing it to help you and make you “feel” better even though it just makes you feel worse inside about yourself. Like you don't deserve to by loved, that you just deserve to be tossed aside, that you're just worthless trash that no one cares about.. Then one day you find the one that truly cares about you, but because you’ve been hurt so much you can't let them in and then you're the person that hurts them in the end, and you promised yourself that you would never do that to another person..
It's a nasty circle that keeps going round and round until that person can't fight anymore and they finally give up.. exhausted and drained, and you find them all alone the life slowly dripping out of them..

Will you Fight for me?
When I have nothing left
and I'm slowly giving up,
Will you Fight for me?
When everyone’s pushing
and shoving me into the ground,
Will you Fight for me?
When I can't go on anymore
and everyone’s giving up on me,
Will you Fight for me?
When I don't know if I can
Fight for us,
WILL YOU FIGHT FOR ME?

You want me to forget.
Forget everything that's happened.
But I can't forget. Forgetting the pain
Is like forgetting a entire part of my life it
Just doesn't go away that easy. It's always in the
back of my mind, nagging telling me that you can't trust
anyone.
Even myself.
Because I can't trust
myself. For some reason I'm the person
I have the hardests time trusting. I don't know why
well I do but I don't like to tell people, It's like I don't want anyone
to know.
Know the real me because I'm scared.
scared to have people judge me because out of everything.
That is my greatest.
Fear.

baby you and me that's all we need. I know she doesn't like you but who cares the only thing we need to worry about is us. I love the way that you smile you your brown eyes sparkling, I love making you laugh and knowing that I'm the one that caused it. You're my first love and nothing will change that.

You're head games throw me
through a rollercoaster
of my feelings, throwing
me through loops flipping
me upside down, plummeting
down at 100 miles a hour.
But somehow you
always make me happy
like no one else can
I'm happier than I
have ever been
I smile all the time,
you and me just seem right.
Ever since we’ve got back
together the hole in my heart
has been filled
I love you
and I'll never
let you go again.

Creeper
I tell him to leave me alone
it's like he's always there…
following me, always there,
no matter what I do
it seems like I can never
get rid of him.
He calls but I don't pick up,
he's angry now because I wont
talk to him, he scares me
when he's mad…
I told my mom about him
she asked if I wanted
to fill out a report I don't
want to make him upset it only
makes him even more clingy, and mean…
He tells me he loves me
as he holds my arms so tight
that they bruise…
I just don't know what to do.

I love you, do you still love me.
I see you look at me
from across the room those brown eyes
that can see right through me,
that once looked at me
and were filled with love
and happiness, now when I
look at you I’m lost.
I can't read you like I
used to sometimes you look lost
and sad other times you look happy.
You want to by friends
but I don't think I can do it,
I'm not as strong as you think I am.
I love you, miss you and want you back
but I can't do this any more..
I love you, do you still love me..

Mirror mirror can't
you see what you're doing
to me,
the cuts the scars
they're slowly killing me.
The worthless girl standing
in the mirror,
her heart’s naked
for the world to see
all the hurt,
the crying,
and the distrust.
Mirror mirror can’t you see
the girl that's slowly killing she.

You say we can just be friends and that's great, for you… What about me? Did you even consider how I would feel if I could do this? I bet you didn't, you didn't
give it a consideration, and that's what makes me angry. Angry with you angry with myself angry
with everybody, well I'll tell you something I'm tired of being angry I just want to be happy for one and
not have to worry about what other people think.
I love you I always will no matter what, but it's time for me
to let go of you because all its doing is
holding me back and I can't deal with that anymore. So finally I'll be free from you….

every
man
needs
a
woman
when
his
life
is
mess
cause
just
like
the
game
of
chess
the
queen
protects
the
king.

I raise then I fall.
But you seem to always be there to catch me
never to drop me.
You say I’m a gem to you
and I look into those big brown eyes
and I fall
into a spell
that I can’t break
all I can see is you and me
nobody else.
You take me out of reality
into a world that only you control
like a devilish game of puppets
and I’m your opening act
but I play along
and fall
more deeply in love
with you than ever.

don’t try so hard to fit in to
where you not yourself cause
the people that knew the old you won’t
even recognize you, and the people
that know the new you
will call you fake behind your back.

LITTLE GIRL GO AWAY GO AND FLY FAR AWAY FROM THIS LONELY
PLACE.
SOMEWHERE NO ONE
CAN HURT
YOU OR BRING YOU DOWN TO THE DEPTHS OF THIS
SCARY PLACE. QUICK WHILE YOU STILL HAVE TIME YOU DON'T WANT TO END UP LIKE ME.
DOWN HERE WHILE
MY DEMONS TEAR ME APART.

YOu gave me the pills
and told me they would
help ease the pain away.
And you were right
my dear the pain
went away
along
with
the
body
of
me.

you always say that you’re there
for me but where
were you when I needed
you the most, when
I was broken down
crying and hurting.
I’ll tell you where,
with her the other girl
the one that stole you from me.

Never chase after
someone who doesn't deserve you
if they want you bad enough they'll be
waiting for you at your front door asking
you to come back to them.

I can’t breathe.
why?
why is it so hard to breathe?
There’s something wrong.
I don’t know if something is wrong with me.
Is there something wrong with me?
What am I saying there’s always something wrong with me.
Thats what my mom always says.
That I just want attention, but I know somethings not right.
It’s like I’m in jello. STUCK. Like a THOUSAND pounds
sitting on my chest. Then I see her it’s been a long time.
I’ve missed her,
I’m not mad at her anymore,
I know that it’s not her fault now and now I’m with her.
In the same lake she drowned in.
And now I know it’s like breathing,
breathing underwater...