The thoughts run through my mind a hundred at a time
Whether to let you go and hope for the best
or keep pushing through wanting to be with you

But it seems as though I can't get you back without giving someone else the pain I carry...
I never thought I'd see the day when I really questioned such decision
I want to be with you so bad but can't to see you hurt
or more surprisingly him hurt, I see how he looks at you

It's too late to apologize, but not to late to let go
The hardest part isn't having to let go but......wanting to let go
He looks at you the way I do and I see I could never be the one to take that from him
No matter how much hate or jealousy makes me want to.

It is the pain I carry
Not the pain he carries.
No one could carry it the way I have and do...

Where should I try begin,
I guess I might as well say my life fell apart again,
And you just watched as my world began to cave in,
I guess five years didn't make a difference when it came down to it,
He convinced you to walk away with his words of hate,
You said it was my fault but all I ever did was watch out for you maybe,
Just maybe that's what I did wrong I tried to protect you,
I tried to save you from what I knew he would do,
He controls your life like a parent telling a child what to do,
He always says it is your fault when he screws up and says it won't work out if you talk to anyone he doesn't approve of,
Watching him spend the last two years tearing you from your friends and pushing us away,
He has made you dependent on him because you can't turn to us now,
It really doesn't matter anymore now though,
Cause you won't listen,so
What should I do,
Where can I go,
I guess I'm just
the
wrong
piece
of
two.

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Oh yeah I was suppose to say something wasn’t I,