I am weak by no means..
except when it comes to you..
             I have had or seen..and lost it all before..
but I refuse to lose you..  
I can not just walk away..
               there is too much between us..
             I just wish there was more trust..
and not in that way..
but in you trusting me with your heart..  
please know I would never let you down..
I would always be around..
..unless that is the cause of your frown.  
  you are more than this to me.. please don't give up.. I won't..

Meeting new people.. not sure if I want to really..
They keep talking..I keep ignoring..
Or maybe I don't. ..I think I just want to..
I need something more..they can't provide it..
So why even try..  

If this ******* ****** bag says one more thing..
His night is gonna be over..
I don't think he realizes what he is doing..
Its not as funny as he thinks..
I hope he doesn't think he can handle what I can dish..

I'm getting side tracked.. I ******* hate frat boys
There is five of them..I'm by myself. .but my knife is close..

Good I'm glad that's over..it would be a long ride home..and the blood would **** up my shirt..
I love this shirt..

Everybody has a past..
Some lived slow..   and some lived fast..
Some things go..     and some things last..
    ..but none of that matters because the past..
          It's just that..
                
       the past.

VA


      what's good 7-5-7?
VA with your 2 up 2 down..
       I really hate you.

You go to the place and find you're place..
I'm gonna move to a new place and build my place..

..hopefully in the end

we wind up in the same place..

You're the only person from that god forsaken place I truly miss..  
Even though I'm having the time of my life.. I still think of how much better it could be if you were here..
You would love this place..I think you could really be happy..
My biggest fear is that you don't want to be..
I hope that's not true..
You have the potential to be great.. I think the hole your stuck in will eventually **** that away..
All I want is for you to be happy.. I hope you feel the same way..  

I really do miss you.. I hope your having the time of your life..

I'm not really okay..
     Even though that's what I say..
I'm so torn up inside..
I swear I almost died..

..but I'll do whatever I need to
        In order to see you..

even if it means being your friend..
     ..as much as we've been through..this can't be the end.             I would rather be around you..
                      ..than to be with out you.

   ..you know I understand a lot in life when it comes to this ****..     so I understand that you need to live life and don't have time for this ****..    not trying to be rude in any way..    just something I thought I sould say..        

..you're
     the
                   coolest
                             girl
                     I
                  have
                   ever
                             met..


I just don't want there to be regret..
..please don't shut me out
                 not over this
                                not now...

I can't sleep..  

I can't eat..      
                      At least I'm still on my feet..




.....at least I think I am.

I need something..
Something to fill this hole that you left..
Something more than these holes I fill..momentarily taking my breath..  
The hurt that I feel causes me to want to hurt back..
**** what they feel..just lay on your back..
No you can't have anymore.. there's something you lack..  FTW..I just want it back..