I started watching a show about
angels
demons
monsters
hunters
It made me feel some peace
Every night Sam ganked a monster
Was a night I didn't have to
Every time Dean cried a few tears
I let mine fall, too
Every time Bobby told them
to
never
give
up
I didn't either
Every time Cas sent a demon to hell
I felt like one of mine went with it
Every time Crowley kissed a soul
I gave mine to him to make me 10 more seasons.
Because
GOD
knows I need them.

I wrote you a love note on the back of a napkin
but the waiter took it away.
I made you a mix tape in my car last night
but all you can hear are my tears falling.
I played you a song on my guitar
but you couldn't hear from the other side of the cedar and dirt.
I left you a voice mail on Tuesday
but you were intertwined in your truck.
I sent you a prayer every night
and you never got my message.
I wished on a star that your fate had changed
but you died.

There are no long tunnels

Only trails of pills

There are no white lights

Only red blood

There are no flashes of memories

Only suffocating black

There are no pearly gates

Only hell's doors
(KB)