I hate you
I ******* hate you
I did everything and more for you
I handed my heart and soul over to you
I’d ****, lie, and die for you
And in return
It’s so hard for you to even compliment me
Show me affection
Simply just talk to me to reassure me
All you did is ******* hurt me
YOU LIED TO ME
And you can’t even help make me feel better
You deceived me
You broke me
Basically killed me
I feel numb
My eyes are swollen
I’m hurt
The deception
I really thought I was your one and only
I wrote ******* poems about you
Dedicated to you
Claiming you were my soul mate
I loved you  
I loved you way more than you ever loved me
And you knew
You ******* knew that’s what I was afraid of  
And the truth is I still love you
I love you so ******* much it hurts
I wish I just never ******* met you
I regret it all
Because I would have rather felt lonely
Than to feel like my heart was ripped out of my chest

Most people like the sun,
But me, I like gray skies
Rainy days
Thunderstorms
Cold nights
Winter storms that come with blizzards and whiteouts
It all brings me a sense of calmness
A sense of joy  
To stay home all day and enjoy the “nasty weather” that I adore

Ever since I met you I knew you were the one
Things never felt perfect until it all begun  
My heart beats for you each and every day
You make me feel beautiful in every way
I love you forever my soulmate

Overthinking kills
Overthinking hurts
It’s exhausting, I swear my ******* brain hurts
Circling thoughts that never seem to stop
Heart beat starts racing
Worries arise
It’s just anxiety
Take some deep breaths
It’s not that serious everyone says