I wish the thought of you didnt make me feel this way
I wish the things that were changing made me feel closer instead of so much further away
I wish my eyes would seal shut and I could never again hear
I wish some of my moments weren't so vividly clear
I wish my best me wasn't wasted on someone who never cared
I wish my life would cease to exist
I wish I had what I've wanted for so long
I wish I wasn't so secluded or unsafe
I wish I wasn't in such a dark place
I wish I had someone to Love & Love me back
I wish the thought of you made me feel like that.

"AGoddessOriginal"
1-25-13

I'm sitting on the floor
wondering why I'm alone
Why did you leave me
I dial on the phone
This number that was yours
All I get
Is a **** dial tone
Saying this aint your number
I can't reach you here no more
how the hell
Could I been left alone
I'm sitting in this house
Quiet as a mouse
wondering
Where in the hell you can be
If I was the only one
That you loved
Why am I
So alone in the streets
every face that passes by
I stare right in the eye
Hoping its yours I'll see
But I know in my heart
Your buried in the dark
No matter what
Your dead to me
So I'm sitting on this floor
In this house
On this street
All alone
Not one piece of you
Do I see
When you passed away
You took everything
I ever thought
Could mean something
To me


"AGoddessOriginal"
Sometime 2010