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Halo May 2018
My music box bear is my pride and joy.
It is much more than a toy.
When I sleep with it,
I feel at peace.
As it plays the gentle sound of Fur Elise.

My music box bear came to be long ago.
And from the very beginning it made me glow.
But there is a magic that fills my heart with a long.
And that magic is not within it's song.

My dearest mother gave me the bear,
And told me to keep it with great care.
And every time I feel so calm,
I feel my mother's warming palm.
Halo May 2018
I wake up in the dark,
Terrified and unable to move.
Trapped in the iceberg that has become of my room.
Encapsulated in a dull mist.
The clock on my wall chimes 3 o’clock.
Again, I’m up at the witching hour.
For the third week straight.
Just thinking of you.

Blinding white light makes its way through the night and drips through the curtains,
While the bracing wind dances with the flowers you gave me so long ago,
Sitting in their vase and wilting,
Still all alone.
I look at them and I remember that night in December.
Encapsulated in a dull mist.
I crawl my way out of my cradle in the catacombs,
As I stir like a cat in a box.
Every day for me is an equinox.

I make my way to the wall full of pictures,
The wall that always brings up a few snickers.
I see braces on smiles,
I smell gummy bears and  I somehow hear laughs.
But although I know we’re there,
I can’t see me and you anywhere.
We are encapsulated in a dull mist.
Together
Yet
Apart.
Encapsulated by a dull mist.
I would love to hear your opinions.
  May 2018 Halo
Jex Allen
What happens to a little girl
Who's father is slowly forgetting she's even alive
He's out drinking with friends dragging her along
Her anxiety would shoot through the roof
But he didn't care
All he said was "get over it"
As if he didn't know what he did that was wrong
Skip ahead a few years
He's still getting further and further away
Her smile becoming more and more believable
It does that If you practice for 4 year straight
Junior high was hard but her grades where good
Except gym
She couldn't do any physical activity
Her father yelled at her for it
That's when it came all crashing down
She gave up
She thought that If he would yell at her for something she couldn't control
It wasn't worth it
Meanwhile
He still believed he was a great father
No matter how many times people told him he wasn't
He kept dragging her further down an emotional spiral
He was in his own little world
He didn't see the pain he caused his only daughter
She was in his shadow everywhere he went
People told her to stand up to him
but she was to afraid of getting yelled at
To scared to tell him how she felt
She was broken
And she didn't see the point
So to this day
She's still battling this demon that began to follow her
Her father now out with people
Probably getting high
or drunk
Forgetting his little girl
Oh how much she wishes for him to come back
For it all to just go back to the way it was before
When he would actually ask about her
When she was standing with him
Not in his shadow crying
She asks herself everyday
"What happened to being your little angel?"
"Your little girl that you loved so much?''
But she would always ask herself
"why"
"Why did this happen to you?"
"Am I not enough?"
"Did I disappoint him?"
All she wants is for her real father to love her again
To actually be in his life again
She wishes someone would get through to him
Even though no one could
She'll still continue to wish
So this is kinda a vent.. :/
Halo Feb 2018
She is in pain.
All she can hear is the wails of siren songs.
She is locked in her room, all alone.
Her eyes as bright and dark as the Milky Way.

She blasts the radio so the sky can hear it.
We didn't start the fire, but we should fear it.
She loved a guy,
He didn't love her back.
She laid on her bed and had a heart attack.
She threw her glasses at the wall,
Her hair as curly and frazzled as her.
She tried to think of one bad thing about him,
But her mind was just a blur.
She was heartbroken.

He is in denial.
He lays awake at night, thinking about what he had done.
He had done the right thing.
Just think.
He ran his fingers through his golden blonde hair and tears brimmed his ocean blue eyes.
He hadn't done what his heart wanted,
For it was in disguise.
He was heartbroken.

Two Different Points of View
One Outcome
Halo Feb 2018
I am a Fiddler on the Roof.
Someone like me is rare.
Daring enough to put my life on the line,
Make my presence known and there.

But I am a villager.
A mama nonetheless.
I get my hair pulled out,
My heart pulled out.
Then I have to clean the mess.

The Russians!
They torture us with
Pogroms and demonstrations.
The Constable their leader
In conquering many nations.

My soul is the Fiddler.
A simple sound happy on its own.
My love is whats keeping me on the roof.
I wants to grow and grow.

A villager and a Russian.
That is what I want, why I was sent.
Arm in arm with the Constable.
Happy to life´s end.
I can change things.

I am a Fiddler on the Roof.
Ready to change tradition!!!!
Credit to Fiddler on the Roof and Fiddler on the Roof Jr.
  Jan 2018 Halo
starchild
Hide away child
don't let me In
I'm a demon, I am a devil
I'll teach you how to sin

run away child
don't look me in the eyes
there silver- blue and deadly
and full of broken lies
=)
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