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I am still running
Still hiding
From the haunting memories
And the troubling thoughts

Sometimes i still hear the screams of the lost
And the crying of the innocent

When i walk down the mad road of life
I still see the shadows and the shapes of the past

When the sun goes to sleep
And the moon keeps watch
The monsters from the past return
To torment me in the future

The cruel irony is that
I can not escape
Because one cant escape from ones mind
 Oct 2013 gigi
the firefly
the girl was a mess
of sadness and hope and lingering thoughts
that ran through her veins, and poisoned her mind
until she found herself delirious,
looking for nothing and no one in particular

the boy was fallacious
clinically depressed
finding comfort in the things made by the hands of a middle class man
but he believed himself to be on the path
towards recovery

the boy found the girl by accident
and he wanted to love her so
but he did not,
he did not

and the girl agreed by accident
and she wanted to love him more
but she did not,
she could not

and in the process of attempting to build each other up
they tore each other down
and in the end,
all that lasted
were shreds of broken souls
and memories that were supposed to mean something
 Oct 2013 gigi
maria
I know if I fall one more time,
It's gonna be the fall that would break me.
We should get tired
because they don't deserve what they think they do.
It's hard when no one understands you
and no one has the patience for you.
You're all alone
to sob for yourself
and hate yourself one more tomorrow.
I'm writing this down
because I know that the paper would listen to,
though not understanding, all my reasons.
The ones you wouldn't listen to.
The ones you called hell of an excuse.
You think you're the only one.
Haven't you noticed,
I'm too tired to understand myself, too.
 Oct 2013 gigi
Lucy Tonic
The buildings are burning down
The people are running around
But they don’t know where to run
Someone up there has a machine gun
“This is it, for the anarchists,” we say
From a rooftop far away
We take a wild guess
That soon we’ll be next
So we pinky swear to love
To never leave each other behind
Never leave each other behind
All the birds have flown away
And the stars are calling
Wonder what we would wish
If we saw one falling
All the laws are bent
So we step on them
From above in outer space
The blue must be muddled
“This is it, for all the ists,” we say
From a rooftop far away
We take a wild guess
That soon we’ll be next
So we kiss to honor love
And to never leave each other behind
Never leave each other behind
 Oct 2013 gigi
Mia Eugenia
I might not walk the walk
But I can talk the talk
And the words I release may not speak to the masses
But I don't care
Because that's how I like my vowels to taste
When I let them escape my lips.
And the stars you place in your jean pocket
Will die waiting for a chance to return
To more appealing skies
But you will rocket off and take their place
As long as it isn't permanent
Because nothing you do is.
Clouds are my constant
The only variable is what they bring
Clarity or just another storm
It's not for me to decided
But I will speculate
On the likelihood
Of a happily-ever-after's existence
Because as far as I can tell
The Big Bad Wolf didn't die that day
And The Ugly Step Sisters are out to get me
And my prince is no where to be found
So I guess its time to step up
And save myself from my dragons
And I will take its scales and craft you a bowl
To remind you of every tear you weren't there to catch
And every smile you let fade
And this moment is unlike any other that will ever happen
Because I made my decision to ignore
Being ignored.
I'll clap dust out of the clothes
I always hoped you would return for
But always knew you would rather buy more
Lookalikes can't fill the spot
Kicked into you by a dead sunflower
And I can try to repair you
But all I have is a role of tape and some string
I used to tie our friendship into colors
But couldn't avoid the fading of my blues.
 Sep 2013 gigi
Genesis'
" are you alright? "
I don't know am I ?
do I look like it?
does it seem like it?
do I act like it?
am I alright?
you tell me.
Leave me alone!
leave me alone!
im so numb I cant feel the pain anymore!
Go away!
go away!
please please, why wont you walk away?
Cant you see it?
CANT YOU SEE IT!
I don't smile like I used to.
laugh like I used to.
love like I used to.
Are you just playing?

does it look like I can handle this?
does it look like im strong enough?
every second.
I cry more.
I sigh more.
I want to die more.
every minute
I scream more.
I sleep more.
every hour
I punch the walls more.
I count my scars more.
every day
cant you see the look in my eyes?
so now you tell me,
does it look like im alright?
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