Life is just a combination of 26 letters.
Letters make sounds we become accustomed to
and then these sounds spill into emotion.

When we choke on a sob,
I wonder what letters are spilling out of our mouths.
Maybe when we don't know what to feel
our 26 letters are in the wrong combination
or just backwards.

When we sigh a happy sigh
I wonder if the letters themselves are happy.
If letters make sounds, and sounds make emotion
then maybe letters have emotion too?

Love, lets go on an
adventure just leave
to the willow tree

If I started in oblivion
shall I end in oblivion?

If I should end in dark
Did I begin in the dark?

If I am buried in the ground
Did I come from the sky?

Whose to say the world doesn't repeat itself
and its questions
over and over again.

If I am brought into this world
What world had I come from?

Whose to say
What world is next.

This is an important thing.
This ceiling.

Silence drapes in
light shades of the color
of whatever emotion is occurring

Blooming in cloud shaped ideas about existence,
does a being of consciousness observe itself
looking at the ceiling.

As a being observes itself
it does not look at the minor things
like of its thoughts or
maybe
its persona

No
as a being looking
at this ceiling
we feel the breathing
and we ponder
the very idea of
existence.

This ceiling,
its important.

You know when you can't hear what
people are saying to you
that your mind is automatically on autopilot

you don't want to listen to what they have to say.

The look in your eyes
keep me awake
let me sleep
for both our sakes
Let me stay in your heart forever
for all the times we are not together
you stay in my dreams all night
But i can't say, i love you
sleep tight
I do not see happy day's suns peak
I am so sad, I see only bleak
I feel sorrow, and shame
Because i know,
I am the one to blame.

I will always remember your smile
I will always remember your kitchen tiles
I will always remember
Your daring witt
I rememeber your love
every single bit
I will always remember your last call
If i could i would record them all
I will always remember your laugh
and how it made me laugh too
I remember it all
I will always remember you.