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Geno Cattouse Jul 2013
I licked my finger and raised it to the air.

And set sail.
due North. Tacked a bit east. sea spray lashing
me down to the mast.

I saw Ahab in the distance aboard a white monstrosity.He seemed quite happy.
The years had been kind. A Fulfilled destiny.
I envy him so to surrender.

I tacked south.
some strange feat but a mighty ****** am I. The wind at my beck the stars at call.
sextant be dammed. I will rise where I fall. or sink.
Brinkmanship my stock in trade.

The wind remained  at my back for a score and one.
my shirt in tatters. Still tied to the mast.
Howling banshees beckon me shore.

Nevermore.
Geno Cattouse Feb 2013
A day of darkness descends on the barren land.

The  Big Plowup struck pay-dirt. More dirt

less pay.  

No green fields just stinging sand has driven all to  Hooverville no

bonanza.

Throats burn  raw. What they all saw was miles high grit.nature's
Mother at end if wits.

Dust bowl.parched earth .dragging nails across her back
She reared up
Rolled over.
Evened the score.hard
Times made for hard choices.

Then no choice at all.
Geno Cattouse Jan 2013
She stood head bowed over the empty kitchen sink.
The man stood to side in the doorway watching her.

What could she be thinking in the vacant pause. No dishes or pots there.
No greasy spoons or chipped coffe cups.
A billowing cloud of steaming dreams defferd rose wistfully from the dingy faucets fall that issued forth nothing at all.

Her hands did scald as her heart twirled and spiraled away to the sewers. Gone. Gone her youth.
Wasted. Wasted her precious youthfull ember. It trickled down her nose. Like a lousiana dirge to white rain washed slabs.no cake walk for her eyes.

The man wondered still. and yet stil today.
What could she ever say.
Geno Cattouse Nov 2012
New love is the most
Exciting thing a heart

can discover. Or
as fatal as dad's pistol.
Geno Cattouse Jul 2013
Last time we talked. This time we shouted.

Last time we laughed. This time we cried.

Last time we pulled. This time we pushed.

Last time was the last time.

No more time left.

Time out.

Time.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2012
Be humble in word. And deed after all we all are constantantly in need.
The journey up can
be painfull or dizzying or tangled. Life hands out no rain checks.

Be patient in thought and motion.
Try a 5 count. Breath deeply. Think neutral.

Be humble in word and deed. Try carresing the soul. Yours and all.
Remember well that pride goeth before a fall.
Geno Cattouse Dec 2012
Be humble and he might let you in.

Stay humble and she might let you win.
Every success is

cause not to celebrate
but to
pray.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2013
Rasta seh **** gone. Rat tek im place.Or when power leaves, the scavenger succeeds.

Roots man seh blood follow vein. Or blood is thicker than ****,

Greedy choke puppy. Or greed ultimately ends in tragedy

Man walk. Dead watch Or death comes at unexpected times.

As close as *** and commode.Or a close friendship.

*** done.Fun done Or goes a fair weather friend.

Old firewood easy fi ketch. Or old wood lights easily (Pertains to old ex lovers who still have feelings toward each other).

Day brok one, one. Or, One day then the next (Time changes all things).
A few of my Belizean  cultural (Creole proverbs in pidgin )
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
Blazing brightly in the night miles below on
Crete. Icarus plummeted. And puzzled.
The Phoenix shattered ablaze and battred

The phoenix Glances to the night sky.
As a bird of prey whizzes by.

Struck to ground.
Thundering sound.

Phoenix pauses beats his wings.
Flaming feathers burn and drift.

Rises slowly from the ashes.
Icarus crumbles in broken waxen wings.


Youthful tragedy. Never to rise.
No reclamation.

Silent hubris.
The dirge preceeds.
Then quietly

Receeds.
Geno Cattouse Sep 2012
Some days  yu know, mi just don't andastan
How a man can do di tings him do, an see himself a man.

Him seh  dat god give im good sense a will and a soul
to know right ting  fram wrang  ting, to know pit from pothole.

But im covet an steal an shed blood
like a beast. Then im walk inna church
and pray god give im peace.

Is a human condition  an a weakness a flesh
Is flaw in im naycha, a thorn in him breast.

But we human creecha, ought betta than best.
Ought draw a distinction from fish and from fowl.
Ought rise above avarice , greed and the rest.

But sometime I feel sure  that the writing on wall.
will  come to fruition and mankind will fall.

Is a small part of hu-man sunk deep in we core
what comes up and sprout wings and carry us shore.

Is that thing there, part spirit, part will, part divine.
What pull us  from struction then skitter, then soar.

Then beat wings in hubris  like Icarus lore.
This is written with a mild flavor of west Indian/Belizean patois.
There is still no real dictionary for the way we speak. but some have tried.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
The clouds roll in swollen angry
Billowing as I look out to sea.
East and west.
So.                        Retrace my path to where I was
Searching faces ,skimming along .traces of you to be found in old familiar.places. the hilltops and dives.

Up alley.down gutter
Out to porttals and back again.
The sun is setting now.
Keep the lights burning day and night. To light you back to me.

I cover the waterfront in hopes of finding me.

I was once and still hope to be.
The magic man.with the midas touch. The magic man
Has walked away and now there is only me.

So I. Cover the airways. Depots. Stops and flops.

Seedy and the Ritz.

I cover the waterfront.
I scan the horizon.
I sweep the sky.

I cover the waterfront in hopes that I sail by.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2013
Kneeling on the very end, first position just by the isle
closer than I had ever been Looked up at the man of sorrows a crown of thorns pierced his brow.
His eyes are half shut in pain and downcast.
                                   A crimson trickle starts going south
                                   His lips are taut against a cry.
And I wonder Why.                                                   A ragged spike or nail stand in bold relief
                                                                                   Mid palm both hands. another crimson testament
                                                                                   Begins to speak.

Sunken with ribs protruding
Nails driven through doubled feet.Not where the ankles meet.. My Lord ?
Why hath thou forsaken me.

The statue of sorrows nailed to a wooden T.
Is pipers fee.. Paid in full for me.

What sin then must I atone for.
To avoid the wooden cross or the eternal fire ?

Six years living. I need forgiving ?
For what ? Even then.

I could not be a true believer.
so fire and brimstone for me.
Cast down in the pit.

Perhaps.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2014
Can't.
Won't
Shouldn't
Couldn't
Didn't.  Just not working.
I don't know.
Gonna let it go.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
She  Shouted at me like whistling daggers.
struck me square between he eyes

with "I dont love you anymore."

The gauntlet scattered pebbles and dust
thus flung to earth in anger and disgust.

yes my sweet.  
I know.
Geno Cattouse Mar 2014
One way ticket my bungee cord is lying he has a surprise well hidden.I will be clueless.
The ride will
Be familiar.
Except
For
The
E
N
D
I
N
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Geno Cattouse Oct 2012
A cautionary vestage.
My daughter loves to read. Thanks.

She is nine and speaks to me in long,clear
Streams of logic.  Why.

She is me for good or bad.thanks.
When she was four and standing in my conversation
I jokingly said "you don't count".

She looked up to my waist and said "one ,two, three,four see Daddy, I do count.
My baby is nine and we joke about that all the time.
She is . Very much so. Thanks.
Geno Cattouse Mar 2013
Molding .
Shaping.
Urging.
Opening young minds to my world.
Poetry.
My tossed salad thinking expressing.
Blinking imaginings from my mind to yours.
Lose in translation.
Gain full imagination.

A seed was planted. No.six small seedlings.need-lings rertilized.
Eyes ,open mouths closed.
Ears listing to infinate possibilities. To the torch. To the pen. To the verse
To the meter.hearts afire for the word's embrace. My mind to
theirs.Peeling back onioned layers. An onioned pearl. For the taking.

Young minds sitting on worn chairs in the halls of knowlege like gaping.sponges.poetry.given lineage received. My mind to my pen.
My mind is the inkwell , the quill scratches froward then moves on.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
1.complete th bridge to the moon started by
Jules Verne and raise the Nautilus..

2.Rebuild the colossus of Rhodes to spec.

3.Take a trip to John Gotti's summer home and split a bottle of Boones
Farm apple wine with him and Emelia.

4. Pull a small sample of bone marrow from Hitlers shriveled corpse for a
Little cloning project that I have been working on.

5.get a head count on all the politicians in the capital who don't consider
Their position a life long free ride with no accountability to the masses..

6. Resurect the cold fusion argument.

7. Run a sub 2 minute mile.

8.kick Tysons but with my right hand tied.

9.mix the perfect martini

10. Start all over again.
Geno Cattouse Sep 2012
When I was just a little lad
I never knew my mom and dad
My big brother was my hero.

He raised Pidgins as a hobby.

One day he upped and promised me
a pidgin of my own. Oh goody.

One day a storm blew into town and blew his pidgin
coop aground.

The sole survivor of the storm was one pathetic squab.

Here little brother says my sib.He's yours.
so I fed him,and built a nest for him, and
hugged him, and pet him,  and loved him.

He was me and I was he my little buddy Pete.
and every day I wouldn't stop to play but run
home to my Pete. Oh my brother George is my hero.

One day I ran home  to my Pete and found no sign of him.
I asked George where my Pete boy was. He said he had no clue.
I found out later That sum-***** sold Pete.
That rat ******* sold my pidgin.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
In my solitude I watch the birds fly by. Up high.
I count the twinkling stars one by one.
And wait for break of day.

In my solitude. I hear the clock march on the wall
And I don't miss you at all mot I.

You left without goodbye this time.your coat
Still hanging on the wall you never call.
Your favorite.chair sits in the corner
Asking me every day.

Why did he go away and is he gone to stay.

In my solitude.my heart becomes.undone
Yes darling you are the only one
For me until you. Set me free.
Goodbye my heart
Goodbye my world
Goodbye
Goodbye.
Goodbye.
Read Letter to the lady in satin.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
Little brown boys in knee pants

Single file.
Marching forward in reverence and godfear.
Genuflect on left knee.

File in and sit in wooden pews.
Whispering hope resounds irreverently.
on hallowed walls

each word an affront to god.
How do I know?
The sisters told us so.

every Friday. " bless me father for I have sinned"
seven year old. " really".

Crucified idol nailed to a cross.
Kneeling on knobby knees.
conjuring sins.

Ten our fathers and ten hail marys.
neutered males living in denial.
concealed desires cloaked in a Cossack.

cloistered women.
hiding in a habit.

who is ******* whom.

I was ten and the birds and bees
cows and horses, Friends and neighbors
unpulled the wool .

Had to scratch my head a lot
in those formative years.

The Vatican?
First world power.
Inquisitor's tower.

O.K. burn me at the stake.
Heretic.

Absolute power corrupts absolutely.?

No. Divinity has a window.
but small.
Geno Cattouse May 2013
My father once told me the story.of The Scorpion and the frog,
Have you heard it? Robert Blake told to me a couple.of times too while I watched
Baretta.?
You know.ole "don't do the crime if you can't do the time"Baretta.But
I digress.That was a long time and one ****** ago.

A tale of woe of being true to one's nature.

A scorpion stood on the river bank seeking to cross for the family reunion.
Comes a frog swimming along.trying to get to his nephew's wedding.
So.  Brer scorpion sticks up a thumb
"Going my way" ? He says.

Sure said the frog but jump on that log .you might float over by sundown.

"If you let me ride over on your back,I can get there in time for the feast"

No way Jose,"you will sting me to death if I let you climb on"
said the frog.

The scorpion insisted even offering bribes until the frog recanted.
The frog pushed of with his cargo aboard.looking back with one eye and the bank
with the other not really trusting his long tailed brother then BANG,BANG
went the scorpion's tail.Frog was done mid river
sinking slowly he began to shiver.
"But you will die too he said to the frog."

"Believe me I know" said the venomous bug
"Then why asked the frog"?
"Fish gotta swim. Birds gotta fly"
"The moment you let me on We were destined to die "
"Nature called. That was all. Nothing personal friend"
"I will see you on the other side and thanks for the ride"
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
When I was driven to compete and test my mettle
I learned a word.
The old man withe the gravely growl. A wise and bedreggled owl.
His eyes bored in as he did impart. The art.
The beauty. You gotta be clutch son.you gotta deliver.


      Clutch.
A state of zen.
Conquer the moment
Again and again.
Jockspeak I know BUT analagous to living.

Condensed.The now is all we truely have.
Runners high in the blink of an eye.
Pure pleasure to live the moment.

Unbridled.
Making love. *******.*******. you pick.
For me relaxed concentration. A zen state.
Pure harmony? That special union. A once a lifetime.

Once. And only once.
Clutch happenstance.
Same,same.

Grinding gears? Can't mesh.
Slack tide....suspension. joy or pain?


I learned it became addicted to it
Sheer confidence that I will overconquer
The moment.
Then I lost it and came crashing down.
I was human after all.
But such is the human design.

Soar high and long.
Ignore the siren song.
The moment is all there is.
Geno Cattouse Nov 2012
I feel you slipping away my love
when the night is cold and still.
When the years rush in and  stand  quietly by my bedroom door,
quiet and mute with sorrowful eyes with shoulders drooped in resignation.

I feel you slipping away my love as I sit here.
As the reality glimmers through and shines upon this page,
the silent rage  now unspoken for want of reason or assignment.
Broken and wasted like a crystal vase with roses strewn across the floor.

I feel you slipping away my love as I grasp feebly at the strings of the beautiful bouquet
that  rises just beyond comprehension and wafts gently on the summer night
to lite tattered and unwilling in far places unseen by our desires.

Embers  softly glowing and now knowing the end has now begun.
Years upon years of clawing at our fears that this was not to be.
A blazing fire dowsed with strife and ire ,no air to stoke the flame.
No time to play the game.  All work and no play makes Jill a dull girl.

I cry quietly in the glow of poor reason. I feel you slipping away my love.
I feel us slipping away now and forever. The shell does just as well to crumble.

A castaway sits on the sandy shore knowing full well that rescue will find
his molding husk frozen in time and empty  in the continuum. His  bones bleached past.
The grinning mask of irony and  frozen regret.

My love our reach exceeded  our grasp but youthful willfulness and hope was the rope.
The rope that we clung to and weathered  the battering breezes as we closed our eyes
to reason after all love will find a way ?.Even love was not enough, but we knew deep down.

I feel you slipping now with eyes wide open.
We watch  as the chasm widens and shrug our shoulders.
Calloused hands tired of trying now. Weary eyes dry from crying now.
willfully stuck and  denying now. I feel you pull away.

I will wonder the desert parched with regret of this I have no doubt.
But deep down I knew this. Hoping against hope. still.
There will be no other to take your place. Who could?.

We gave hope it's chance.
Once we did dance.
Life became duty.
We fought off the wolves.
We turned. We forgot.
We grew apart while joined at the hip.
How funny.
How sad.
Duty bound as love unwound.
No us time.

I feel you slipping, slipping.
Goodbye.
My.
Love.
Geno Cattouse Feb 2013
The truth set me free along tome ago.
A lightness of mind like vapor from a Tennessee still
nestled way back in the Blue Kentucky hills.

Carefree as a bird swiftly winging  to buckshot every feather in place.
The song of my nature driving me forward. To be or not.
Easier to forward than crash into false recollections.
Like a roaring inferno set upon the land. Reckless.

A mind too lazy to conjure in webs of reckless  fantasy. Encased with  surety.
A perch above the turmoil where the view is forever and blue.
Yes there is a price however. The winged truth is easy target for the hunter.

He lies in the brush well concealed and leads the mark by a hair.
Placing projectiles in the way of surety with devastating precision.
Truth falls to earth in a death spiral ****** feathers waft behind.
Fire and destruction. Fire and resurrection. Fire at will.

The heady substance is a snare.
a small price to pay. The Phoenix will rise  however.

The outcome will replay.
The Phoenix will rise yet still. Stubborn in his way.
Set free to soar and fall to ground
Set free to soar.
Set free.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
Drove down the iron pipe into the summit on
Iwo Jima .old glory waved in the spirits of thousands leaving in a rush.

Jay silverheels... Tonto if you will. Harold J. Smith.
Didn't climb a hill. Mono sylabic.

***** speak. Couldn't be weak
To be him.
Geno Cattouse Feb 2014
Born to win or lose.

In the middle we live suspended.
In the moment.

Perp walk to perpetuity.
Not then nor now just IS.

What it is.
slowly twisting in wind counter orbital

Spin.The.clock strikes midnight
And we begin.again
Just IS.
Perceptions is reality.
That sketches the borders.
Of.IS
Geno Cattouse Sep 2014
To tufted ground he fell but he was smiling on the way down
he must have seen it coming and cashed in his chips,Maxed out his cards, used up his frequent flyers.
The landing was in slow motion and he seemed to like it.

I saw the Last Mohican  pull down his Wiki yup. He had a knowing smirk. All in a days work pay me later or pay me now.A casino or two for genocide in lieu. But what can a guy do when his number plays ?

I saw Robin Williams Throw up his hands. God I loved that man but it was no surprise. Too many voices in that chock filled head.He and Johnny winters cut from the same cloth.

I saw The Man In the Moon wink last night.The orb burned bright and the loons craned their necks to catch a glimpse. The tide battered the shore meanwhile and the Raven croaked "Nevermore" in the silvery light of the shadow painted night. "Nevermore"

I heard  the gusting wind last night as it wiped the face of Kilimanjaro and dusted the Sahara in shimmering specs of glassy sand. A solitary Date palm surrendered tasty fruit to the grateful earth.
Joe Camel had a flying fig as he puffed an unfiltered and blew smoke rings thing of beauty and skill.

I heard the Howling wolf far up in the pines last night to no one in particular,just doing what nature dictated. He looked around slowly for approval, got none then sang his song again after clearing his throat.  

I smelled the tangy scent of burning Rome on the hill as politicians fiddled for the lobbyists and corporate constrictors.  The Senators donned fresh togas and drank heady wine from golden goblets.
"Let them eat cake"
Same arrogance, different century.

I ran down to the river to wash the blood from my wounds and seek shelter. A pack of sprinting  zombies in hot  pursuit. Good thing they can't swim. A pound of flesh each was more than I could pay and live.
I. incessant
R. ravenous
S.Sharks      

I pulled my coat tight around me and leaned into a stiff ill wind as
Down the road I go.
By the way what does an ill wind blow ?
Geno Cattouse May 2014
You my dear.who sits in the chair and disappears for the time alloted.
What holds us appart but fear.
Of seeming foolish... is.that our stock and yolk ?.
What emminates is pure desire. I desire to stand with my soul extended naked In your fire and plumb the depths of your desire.
Feel you close ...disect your inner feares
Listen to you breaths crescendo...tell me all your deepest darkest in the still of an autum night.

MY MIND TO YOUR MIND.
YOUR ID REVEALED... pealed away as husk.
Your aroma and musky essence sweet and desirous. Eyes closed, mind open. Cant you see us now.
Send In the clowns.
Well maybe next year.
Geno Cattouse May 2016
In the quiet of the night as the world slept
well into December, there were no spirits to dredge nor scars as such. I didn't have vices that demanded much. NON SUCH.

A few insomniacs  from my tribe burned fresh wicks of discontent as flickering light from static devices crept through half drawn sashes living rooms. But for me
Non Such.

Smell of sweet night grass and stilted Oleander,crickets startled into apnea.
Dogs sending smoke signals of solitary
illumination. But I, non such.
A pace of great deliberation.
Resounding over dated concrete tablets do mark my time in moonlite.
But peace of mind.Nonsuch.
Geno Cattouse May 2013
I who have nothing.

I who have no one.

Adore you and want you so.
I'm just a no one with nothing to
Give you but oh. I love you.

He. He buys you diamonds.

Bright sparkling diamonds.

But believe me, hear when I say
That he can give you the world
but he'll never love you the way
I love you
These Lyrics were the most heartfelt cry for love that my
fifteen year old heart had ever heard. A cover done by the great Jamaican singer John Jones.
Geno Cattouse Sep 2013
All of gods children.
                                                    Wal­k by faith. Not by sight.

Blessed is the meek.  Love your enemy I know that sounds weak.
It is the context.                                   An eye for an eye. Doublespeak ?

I am learning to live and ÷ I live to learn.
Learn to forgive or you surely will burn.  I am a skeptic by trade
A realist by nature.

Deeper still
Deeper transcend.deeper.


The surface lies deeper and furthur below.

To err is human to transcend, devine.
So. Seek within . Conjure without.
Heal your heart with love.
Love. Deeper.
Feel.deeper.
Give. Deeper.
Cast your bread. Furthur and abide.

Deeper without and deeper inside.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2013
Am I a long way from your heart...I wonder.
Is this where love ends,heart ache starts...I wonder.

I wonder if you ever think about me and how lonely I could be
Sometimes...I wonder.

when you left with one last curious look... I wonder.
I tried to call ya, ya changed your number on me.. I really wonder.

How come your heart aint where it's supposed to be
I feel like sometimes your getting the best of me
Sometimes... I wonder.
Robert Cray. Blues guitarist. One of my heroes. Lyrics bare bones and brittle.
Geno Cattouse May 2014
I strive quite often to write away from my narrow existence to dismiss the woe is me and will she ever see how much I love her plea.

So much more to know and see. Histories mysteries things that pass beneath my feet unseen yet hold great import.

Things that pass above and around me silently but for me striving to hear and see to ponder and unravel in reverie. Not just all about me and me.

I would bore myself to insanity to just keep looking inward always inward with thickened lenses.

My salvation from self pity and confusion is to bear as little self delusion and fling my mind open to the wonders past and present...the future is vast and limitless.

My god is nameless and will so remain because I am far too feeble to look at it's glory and with feeble audacity give it name.

To write away from is as easy/natural as blinking.
To write away is my salvation.

I am less than nothing in the scheme.
I am as loved as the sun that shines the roaring tide the rivers wide the wayward wind the global spin so massive yet unfelt.

I write away from me for my sanity to do otherwise  is like pulling lint from my navel while the stars twinkle a million years away and beckon.

I write away,above, below, over under and through. I hope we all can do so too

PEACE
Geno Cattouse Feb 2013
Green mossy stones coated like
                       Irresistibly slick velvet carpets.
                                          magnified by smooth sliding crystal water,
                                                                  The fall away in dizzying cadence to a misty cloud.


This dream is a sweet recurrence. foreboding, inviting and familiar.
Far and away.High above even the clouds the emerald world below seems benign should
fall or launch to infinity.

The high priest in snowy white linen. He holds the golden staff aloft.
                yes there is nothing to fear. The gates are open wide for the chosen.
                                 I fear not. He holds his

hands wide and looks skyward. The chant is ancient.
                                                  Deliverance is assured to the sacrificial soul. Behold eternal bliss awaits.
                                                                       Open the gates we are the lamb upon the alter. cannot falter.
The covenant is sealed.

A dollar for your soul. A penny for your thoughts.

Material gain.Delay the pain for instant grats.

Today. Now.

Tomorrow is guaranteed to no man so eat drink and be merry for tomorrow

We fall to the emerald eternity.

Awaken from this dream. No ?

Dream on.
Geno Cattouse Sep 2014
Him si all
An know.

Him reach out
An hold.
Jah know.

Him mek da rain fall
An quench.
Him mek da snow fall
Wind blow.
Sure as calm follow storm.
Jah see an know.

You walk in sunshine my love.
My only lifeline an so
He made you so fine an so.
Sweet Jah
Wonderfull.
Him see and
Know.
Geno Cattouse Nov 2012
sweet an nice.mek mi mash a pum pum
Like a lizad pon lim a goin mash a pum pum.
Me can't. Feel sewwt relief les I mash a pum pum.

Peaches an cream.
Cunnamon dream
Rock and come in
Fi go mash apum pum.

Drive yu wild when I masha pum pum
Lone free style fi go mash a pumpum.
Geno Cattouse Aug 2013
A silent space
focused and diligent.
Jasmine and clover.

A long long petaled  flower
sweet all over.

Fragrant delivery in the name.
Unique in space.

Constant and beautiful.
Jasmine for the minute or the hour.

A tall cluster. for the minute or the hour
Euphoria and calm
Sweet where it is warm
Geno Cattouse May 2014
Creole love potion.
Heavenly body
Built for motion.
               Passion fruit.
    A wonderfull construction.

Afrolatin...Fufu and Habanero...
Cassava bread
Red beans and rice.
Dont worry...I know god must have a plan
Countless others,same design. Made to make men lose their minds.
Saal Good.
Geno Cattouse May 2013
A construct of mine.
What that eye contact causes.
Arcing across senses without any pausage.
                                                                    Wicked I say.
                                                                    Baby wants to play.
Money can't by it
Needs no rehearsal.
Once you lock in there is no reversal.
                                                                    I'm into the gritty now
                                                                    Babes way past pretty now.
The heat is on.
She is speaking my lingo.
Bingo.
                                                                    To be or not to be
                                                                    That is the question.
An infinity wasted..
Come hither post haste
But slow your roll. This is butter
                                                                     Did I hear my soul stutter?
                                                                     Joltage can make your heart
                                                                     Flutter.
I want you now.
Jitters.
Here we go.
                                       You know what I mean.
                                      When nothing but nothing.
                                      That Jolt is off the hook.

Of the chain.
I walk.over.
A live wire.  
                                     A humming sound.
                                     Eyes push past 20/20

Hi.
Joy
Geno Cattouse Nov 2012
Joy
I am ashmed to admit that I. Don't know what IT is.
Have not known it for years.Pure and simple.
Chasing the rainbow.

Life is a Push me-Pull you.
Teeter-Totter
Upsy-downsy
Ghoulish thing
Coming in low and slow or Zing,Zing,Zing

Half full or half empty
Suffice it to say.
You dont get what you put in

But that's just the way.
Do the math
Still doing fine

Joy is two steps ahead
and
one  step
Behind
Geno Cattouse Mar 2014
Hey. I said I do to a sociopath.
No winey snivel.
No quibble.
No ****.

BPD= Borderline personality disorder.=sweet insanity.= submerged insecurity = indian giver = lifelong victim=child manipulator.
Slick as snot running below the radar.
Now.
Dropping pretty baggage
Finding perspective.
WOW.
Amazing what can reside in a mid sized cranium.
Disneyland in cog neat O.

Frued would have missed
This one.
Geno Cattouse May 2013
Just because you look at me the way in which you do
Is just the.  Fire I require just to see the hard things through.

Just because I look away sometimes when you are near is just the
Little boy in me just loving you my dear.

Just a moment if you please to still my weak and shaky knees
When you hold me close in your caress .my ear pressed gently to your breast. As our breathing slows and senses clear.

Just say that you will always love me.
Need me, trust me hold. me.

In your heart.
In your dreams .
In your world. For
Just forever.
That is all.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2013
Chord.
Dominant chord.
Diminished root note
Smooth progression
Flated
Sharpened
Poetry I n music
Music in poetry
Riff
Structure
Universal language
On the one
Back beat
Tempo/tiempo
Ooorah
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
Just so.we know .
Just so we see the path.
Just so we walk in love . Just so.

Just so you love me with all you heart
And just so you know that you will eternally be washed in
My love. Never alone to ponder.
Never.
Never my love .
Just so you know my heart belongs to you.

Justb so my heart.
Just so .
Just so that you know
That my world is you , revolves around your every whim and utterance.
Just so my love.
Geno Cattouse Jul 2013
Stretch and yawn
Keep mind open.

Think of icicles frozen to my skin.
Burn in hells fire,charred within.
Stay in the now .  Just till dawn.

Danger lurks ouside the campfire.
Pain and eternal damnation
From now til the end of creation...sleep with one eye open..
To hell and gone.

The world as we know it and time marches on
So keep your head and focus your vision.


The devil prys at our weakness and division.

And stands poised for armagedon
Lulls us to destruction...he waits. Just till dawn
Geno Cattouse Jan 2014
I fell in love when I looked at the screen into Katy Jurado's eyes.
Try it sometime I dare you.

He broke the mold when he formed the lips and sculpted the hips.

Painted the lashes on
Katy Jurado's eyes.
Hollywood missed out on Katy.
Geno Cattouse Oct 2013
Lulaby in D minor. Random cadence.
Radiant. Pill passing as placebo. But deaadly as stricnine.

Spider hiding on the leaf. Baited breath.
taut with anticipation..dance mephisto..

Fittest surviving by vibing on feedback.

Floating on experiences expediences. Called intuition ?
Seen it before, another stitch
For the quilt.

Mental flotsam. Jettisoned jetsum.
Protesteth greatly. Knows inately. ... the. Exception or rule.
Cumbaya. My lord. Cumbaya.
Geno Cattouse Jun 2013
Man. Circle the wagons and throw a log on the fire.
Gettin your cookies of in a  Canvas schooner.
Caused. Lotta P E. comin sooner and sooner.

Lookin over your shoulder for the old scalp lifter.
Jump up buckle up gave her half a bone.
Didn't even get a chance ta moan and groan.

Pulem.to the side no time to for.4 play.
Get in where you fit in its my birthday by the way. ... wink.. nudge.

Leave the fire on low.
Be back in an hour ***.
Maybe I can get you ta clean my gun.....no ?


Naw........
Geno Cattouse Feb 2014
I love the feel of LA in the night.
setlow behind the wheel I get the
feel of a bird in flight.
night out baby night   owl on the prowl For meaning.
crawling down Sunset cruising up vine
UNION ST. No real
destination no special place to find lights halo blurred in the distance,halo blurred in the rear oview blind.Getting smaller in the climb .Mullhulland Drive.
I 10 West to the pier Cresting waves shimmer and disappear.LINCOLN Drive.
ROLLING THROUGH the gardens of Nickerson Projects.social prpjection turned witches cauldron .Night shadows like nightshade.antennas quiver.
The Shaw .Liemert Park
After dark.
Black velvet
Jazz redux.
Sagging jeans for tuxes.
Homeless dude on the bus bench cross Century Blvd.
Soutward bound.
Greyhound bus growls and slithers by.
Leavin town.
Bye
Bye.
A night owl.
drive to relax.as millions sleep
Their spirits wonder.I feel their joys and anguish.
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