Sometimes the sweetest drug is laced discretely in the affectionate hug of the one you adore. Effectively dragging you into an unplanned addiction. Sooner of later you come to realize the lies that she hid behind a pleasant smile and a passionate kiss. You also begin to despise her a little more because while you found comfort in her embrace she lied and made your mind, body & soul as if you were the only one. I have seen the better now and I vow to quit you, my addiction.

adorn me with your velvet touch,
within my veins you place an effervescent rush.
paralyze me with your honest gaze.
like a forest fire, set me ablaze.
coil around me, & never let go.
i will follow your subtle honeyed aroma
my love, in your heart, i bestow
my days with you are so versatile
and in the nights
i see your grace seep through your benevolent smile

i have a devotion for you with endless passion
with you, i am alive.

it’s futile to change her shape.
seduction, entanglement, & word play.
she harbors such a dangerous weapon.
deadly lures molded into a blizzard-like touch
the perfect balance of unsteady vengeance,
benevolent beauty fitted to destroy heavy love.

charm pervades through her.
she bathes in simplistic elegance.
she is a shooting star, men will follow off cliffs.
i was sapped dry of my awareness
in moments, i fell in love with her.

Exposed to a god-sent beauty derived from the meadows of perfection.
I revealed every crude and hidden intention like a naked man in Winter’s rain.
Does she not see the shine in my eye when in my imagination she glides by?
In that moment only, am I able to forge us together.
Without reason, I am stored away and forgotten…
It is the secretion that falls from the dark sky that enchants me to lust for her on my knees.
She now controls my conscience and what is left of my heart.
Does she deserve this? My sweetest disposition towards her.
It is beautiful how she crusaded through my soul without her own prior knowledge and intention…

I now believe that perfection is felt in the moment my eyes converse with yours.
you respond with a nervous smile.
I believe bliss to be a privilege that can be found in  the young memory of your plush lips wet touch.
It's staggering to believe that my unsteady fingers have found courage to navigate your silky skin under an ivory moon.
All in one breath.

oh beauty, intertwine
lace around me
in midst of black shadows
i taste serenity in the nectar ,
trickling down your cotton skin
smooth like the wind on my cheek
don't let the daylight come

she had a catchy little routine.
infused in the smallest particles of her scent
her name flickers whenever seen
memories, a reminder that she’s heaven sent
i can almost smell her through my desire.
how can i forget the world’s most elegant liar?

live with me
open the door to this round world
listen to the exhausted hinges creak to please your request
feel the comfort of the cool morning breeze on your skin
soak in the sun and bathe in its blinding rays
live with me
in a world that can be cruel but at the same time inundated with so much beauty
live with me
as  a warrior with the urge to keep a breath in your lungs long enough to see another sunrise
live with me
walk into the ocean with me under the greatest moon you ever saw.
let the soft waves press kisses on your back while i press them on your lips.
live with me.
lets be romantically driven rebellious teenagers again
lets get in the car and cruise around the glowing city
Blasting the music and repeating every lyric laced with a smile filled with so much ecstasy
lets park and play the sweetest love song while dancing in front of the headlights. you and i in the world alone.
live with me
live like i have your heart and you have mine and thats the way we were born
like every beat of our hearts is each others passion rushing to mend us as one.
live with me
on those cold winter nights when the wind howls
and its iced personality roses your nose but i cover you in eskimo kisses to bring you warmth
live with me
in those moments when you yell at me for those small things that don't mean much but really mean the world
live with me
when i get upset  with you for the unimportant things that i can never remember long enough to even remain upset.
live with me
take a moment to look around at other couples and realize the bliss that is to be in love
live within me.

under a canopy of white stars
my flesh kissing the warm tropical breeze
i, laying on a hilltop within the grass
enticed by memories of how love is
absorbed by thoughts of when love will flourish once again.
dreaming of becoming someone’s king.
a lover, a destroyer, a friend, a conqueror…
who has been conquered by a woman’s fierce crusade,
who is this invader?
why am i so anxious for her to incinerate all 5 of my senses?
i begged a greater being to let me die in her arms.
in her embrace i wish to find comfort and safety.
her tongue is a form of fire
her touch a form of ecstasy
her gaze resembled the radiance of a billion suns
a light that gives guidance and hope to my tired heart
i found myself irresolute to wake from this fantasy…

she was summer’s breeze. calm and cool to the touch. her heart reminded me of winter. cold, frozen and fragile. even with just one touch she made me feel like spring. where love begins to grow. but my soul feels like fall. in the midst of everything i lose my leaves. i would give anything to feel her place the spring in my heart, year after year. she doesn’t understand that to me she is a goddess. she can take my love and give it back. she is the person who throws my thought off track. she is beautiful. she is ecstasy. even in her sadness i still adore her. even when she pushes me away i want her more. she’s everyting in my eyes.

the pair seek my soul
i am comfortably lost looking in them
...your eyes
your mouth dripping my name
slow and sweet honey
my ears hug its echoing pleasure.
your skin adorned with a constellation of freckles
a map accenting your beauty and a message
it encrypts that you need me
i know that i am meant for you.
my soul acknowledges and knows there is no one
but you, my queen.
i grab hold of your delicate hand
my fingers lay through yours
my lips take the flavorful honey
and brush yours with love.
i look steady in your gaze of amazement
i whisper in full truth.. I love you.

there's a joy & comfort in your heart...

i looked up and saw them
steady in position, outlined in black
amazed by the tremulous shine
a never-ending radiant light

i laid there, pensive
are those stars meant to fill me with joy?
they make the sad; happy
they give the lost; guidance
they give the lonely; hope
they cure faint hearts.
they make old-fashioned love feel existent.
were they placed there to be my comfort?

i’ve never known such passion.
they felt closer than ever before
still it does not satisfy my thirst
i want to be wrapped in them.
just i, alone.

this is how it felt,
when i caught sight of your eyes
from across the room.

i am the casualty of THAT moment. the moment that never advanced and only lingered within itself. yet gave way to many sentiments from all around and deep inside. it dissolved me completely.

sitting in heavy silence, looking out into nothing, remembering the night i made your body shiver. imagining my fingers wrapped around your satin soft, cinnamon0n colored skin. grabbing on to every part of you. each hold inflamed with passion. as if every touch pleaded for the moment never to cease. my thoughts centered on the drop of sweat that trickled down your spine and nested in the small of your back. the intensity of your desire and pleasure transmitted by your moan on my ear. my hairs stand like a battalion of soldiers at attention. the way your lips seeped honey onto mine. how the moonlight penetrated the glass and made your hair shine and your eyes shimmer. but i will most certainly never forget how you looked steady upon me kissed me firmly and told me you loved me. —
that was long ago. but, i still feel it now when i close my eyes..