The soreness of my heart engulfs my being,
Now that your gone, I'm finally seeing.

Who you are and what you did.
How you cowered behind and hid.

The lights are out and it's finally clear.
After all this time, after a year.

It still hurts so badly to know,
That everything we did, and all that was done was just a show.

Never again shall you do me wrong.
I wish I had known this all along.

if you hear me walk behind you
don't turn around

if you feel me getting closer
don't turn around

if you feel my tap
on your shoulder
don't turn around

if you do
i will fall
through the earth
to the other side
through the sky
past the twinkling lights

i will fall
through the webs
of woven dreams
and clasping hands
of fingers intertwined

i will fall
through spreading arms
and open hearts
through the earth
to the other side
through the sky

i will fall

Frolicking with you on white snow
I am a little boy yeah I know
Won’t you come to my house for cocoa

Come sleighing, we’ll go together
Don’t mind the chill of the weather
We’ll get lost in the sky forever

Walking by your side I am shy
Holding of your hand we walk by
Look into my eyes i don’t know why

Starlight, the morning is waning
My love for you is fading
Reflection on white snow is jading

I’ll be waiting

I’ll know it’s love
When
The butterflies that fly
Around my stomach
Fly out of my mouth
While
The words
I love you
Involuntarily
Falls out of my lips.

a laugh
a reckless smile
a chuckle

how hollow
how empty
how harrowing

eyes clicked shut
ears jammed close
limbs weighted

and air turns liquid
corrossive and thick as
fumes of consuming embers

the hunt
turns frenetic
goes frantic

still the screen remains shuttered
the space under the door
letting little monsters to trickle in

but no light comes with them
plugging close whatever's left
of illuminated space

and they shrieked their attendance
announcing their presence with
the aplomb of a fairy queen's coronation

i asked them
one simple question
'what? what made you come here?'

their gazes devoid of empathy
they looked at each other
and their still arriving mates

and voiced one answer

'because you are you'.

and i feel my lips tugging at the corners
and my tears building
in the dammed lake behind my retinas

and my feet grow roots
to seep and spread
beneath the barren ground

Brave girl
Beautiful smile
Casually graces  passerby's  with her infectious laugh

She is
Perfect
She is
Flawless
She is
Just what lifes about

Of course that would be perfect if the story ended right now
Turn off the lights
Close the curtains and
Wait for the sandman to call

But theres a dark light that haunts her angelic  soul
A
Beautiful monster
Graciously grasping her who-o-le

If she just knew
How perfect she was
If he just knew
What he wasted away
what 1000s of people wish for on a star each day

She is
Gourgeous
She is flawless
Beautiful
She is perfection

Ooo
But she she doesnt realize
She is the girl in mind for other guys
A princess awaiting her arrival in his mind
Her glasses blind out her beauty
Take em off
See what i mean!

If only you knew that
If only he knew that
If only she knew that