They say to do this and that.
but you can't make me do it.
cuz i am my own person.
they lock us in a billing with only gray
for a color.
On every wall i see.
i fill like Im in a jell with the teacher
dwelling nonsince bull shiv in my head.
But it don't say my thoughts.
cuz i have my own opinion.
But i bite my toung.
I ask the teachers if the government
told them to teach this nonsins.
they say i have to know it.
i say i don't care to and any
ways you can't make me
cuz Im not a robot that you can just program.
Like you are.
And any ways you should know
that you can't make me.
cuz i am my own person.
So stop trying to dwell my head full
of shiv.
                to my teachers.

I know that i still love him..
He was the one that first loved me and showed me
how love can hurt.
But i slipped
out of His
reach.

With in the months that past to a year
I don't think i love him.
But not sure
cuz love is a crazy thing
That don't make since
Some times.

When i think about him. i just don't
under stand his strange ways.
But i know that i will pick
up my broken heart an
peace
it back together and maybe love again, but a new
love some thing with a new start and so clean
and forget about my past mistakes.
An just start over with a clean
slate....hopefully