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Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
Nang una kitang makita mahal na kita
Ngunit ng tumagal-tagal, may mahal ka na pa lang iba
Ako’y nasaktan at nalungkot sa nalaman
Hanggang kaibigan na lang pala ang ating turingan

Ako’y nanalangin na sana’y mahalin mo rin
Upang di na masaktan ang puso kong nagmamahal din
Alam kong Diyos ay mabait at aking hiling ay tupdin
Kaya paggising sa umaga’y ikaw na aking katabi

Ngunit isang araw nalaman mo
Ang mahal mo ay may iba nang kasama
Tumakbo ka at sa aki’y nagpunta
Di alam ang gagawin
Di rin alam ang sasabihin
Sa aki’y panaginip lamang ang lahat ng nangyayari

Ngunit paggising ko sinabi mo
Mahal mo na ako at ako’y iyong-iyo sa buong buhay mo
Ako’y nagulat sa iyong inasal
Ngunit sa kabilang banda di mapapantayan ang sayang nadarama
Pagka’t tayong dalawa ay iisa na
Tagalog..hahaha!!:))
3.9k · May 2011
Wilted Flower
Gelo de Ocampo May 2011
Tears fall from my eyes
Like water from a faucet
That's missing a washer
I cannot help but cry

Tears fall from my eyes
My clothes are soaking wet
As a lament over
A love that has died

Take this last piece of me
Please take this wilted flower
Doesn't really matter
'Cause you've already devoured
My Heart entirely

360 days have passed
Since my love for died
But the pain just seems to last
Even if the sink has dried

Take this last piece of me
Please take this wilted flower
Doesn't really matter
'Cause you've already devoured
My soul entirely
My First Poem that i wrote...When i was in 4th year High School:)
2.0k · May 2011
Goal
Gelo de Ocampo May 2011
Tears fall from my eyes
When I look into your eyes
My heart beats fast
And I don't know the reason why

I don't know if I can
see you personal
That's why I've always pray to God
To make me smile

I really hate myself each day
'Cause my wish to see you
can never be come true

I want to go with you
But I don't have money
to go through
Maybe I can see you
When God gives me to you!
I really wanted to see you my crush...You're my inspiration while writing this!!!:)
1.5k · May 2011
I Stand Alone
Gelo de Ocampo May 2011
I’ve always love you
From the very start
Those words I said to you
Really came from my heart

But as time went by
Something new came in clear
What had happened to the person I
Considered dear?

In your eyes now
I was not there
The way you looked at me
Showed you no longer cared

Your new self
Always made me cry
So now I stand alone, for you
Made me stronger

When you said goodbye
I am not a love addict, huh?
897 · Aug 2011
Vulnerable
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
Every day in my life is just a nightmare to me
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to react
And I don’t know what will going to be happen


It seems like no one can see me
And seems like no one loving me
I’m not an EMO
But you keep telling that it is me


It’s not over, but it is over
I give you the chance to make it
But you didn’t
I’m falling apart, and I’m falling apart
And I am vulnerable on making you apart


I’m waiting for your call
But I didn’t hear any ring
I am falling right now
And I can’t get it up


I need your loving hands
To come and pick me up
That’s why I’d realized
Pushing you away is hurting me a lot
I'm not EMO...'cause i'm a ROCKSTAR...hahahaha!!:))
856 · Aug 2011
Paradise
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
Are we friends or are we not?
You told me once, but I forgot
So tell me now and tell me true
So I can say I am here for you


Of all the friends I have ever met
You are the one which that I never can get
I’m in love on someone
And that’s my friend that I can’t get


I’ll do everything just to proved to you
That I am sincere on loving you
I don’t care if you disturb me
Because I get disturbed when you don’t disturbed me at all


Of all the friends I have ever met
You are the one, I’ll never forget
And if I die before you do
I’ll be in paradise waiting for you
I'm still waiting!!:))
829 · Aug 2011
Die Hard
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
I always wanted to go to school
I always wanted to see you soon
I always wanted to hold your hands
And I always wanted to make you smile

You’re always ignoring me
You treated me just like a ghost
You treated me nothing for you
But I want you to know that
I was born to take care of you

You can’t look into my eyes
But I can look through into your eyes
You push me far away from you
And I catch it over and over again

There are a lot of girls admiring you
But I am just your fan who loves you
I can’t figure it out what’s wrong with you
You told to me that you hate me

But I heard to someone
That you like me
But you explain why you are doing this to me
And you said that you don’t want to hurt me

I’ve heard you engage to someone already
That’s why you can’t go with me
And that’s the reason why you hate me
Because hurting me is killing you
I don't wanna die!!
825 · May 2011
Alone
Gelo de Ocampo May 2011
Everyday have passed
Since we're not together
You think that we're not
But I feel we're together

Even though you hate me so much
Because I fall in love with someone like you
You considered me as "NOTHING"
But for me, you are my only love

I've never ever cross my mind
that I will fall in love with you
You're just my friend always besides me
But I would go to hell just for you

You are my Sanctuary
That the one who cares for me
Plentiful of words that we accept
But only words can say
How much I love you

And I will never forget the one like you
on the rest of my life too
I'm not alone and EMO as well..hehehe!!:)
667 · Aug 2011
My Childhood Friend
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
We are childhood friend from the very start
We treat each other like no other
I know you love me
And you know that I love you too

But I ignored all those things you do to me
I love somebody
And I don’t care to you
But you’re always there for me

You have umbrella when it’s raining
You have money to give when I was gone
You have your handkerchief when I was crying
And you have your shoulders when I was down on everything

I’ve realize why don’t I try to loving you true
But I don’t want to hurt someone loving you
And I don’t want to get crazy on you
‘Cause you are not somebody to me


But you are the only one for me
I miss you so much:))
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2018
Poem #5

Goal, Goal is the reason why you'd talked to me
Goal is the topic we had thats why you came near me
I was about to go home with family
But you came near me and tallked to me

I was praying that my family cant get a cab very fast so that we still have enough time to talked

We talked a lot about our goals like we used to.
We even talked about how I played the violin
You even reminisce my decision to tranfer to japan
And you told me that you realized that you dont need to get lonely
And you also told me that you will support me on every goals that I have

I was really happy but it seems like there is something wrong
I cant explain
610 · Aug 2011
Love Game
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
Praying is one of my ways to release my pain
I talk to God to help me out of my pain
I am stressed doing all the things that I hate
And that’s the thing is pushing you away


I don’t know the reason why’d you leave me
You’re the only person I love who do that to me
For you seems like everything is ok
But for me, everything is not ok


Love is not a competition
But for us, it is like a game
We treat each other just like a prize
And that’s the game I’m winning like


The game that we have is no one
Can get in love
But for me is hard to can’t get in love
Because you’re the only guy that I love
I don't want to have  a game like this...:(((
608 · May 2011
Why?
Gelo de Ocampo May 2011
Always tried my best
To be perfect in your eyes
But when the time I saw your face
It is like Puff Adder

A sentiment that has past
It is like water from a river
I influenced them
But it is not patent to you

You always made me cry
Even though I really love you
A strawberry in a jolt
Like my heart in a mortar

But I will embellish the joy
Completed me from the very start
And now I am exempt with
The obligation that I have
I am asking why are you doing this to me...hahaha!!
Just ignore this  :p
573 · May 2011
Sick
Gelo de Ocampo May 2011
When I open my eyes
I remember
You said last night
“You hate me”
I was disgrace when you left me

‘Obtain that you know
How warm like you
‘Involve to me
How much I love you

I can’t explain
The murmur, rumors, punch that I’ve heard
That they given to us
But thank you for the leisure
‘Cause I know what the secret is
Honor from you

I evolve on what
The deplore you did to me
And one thing I can say
‘I’ve HURT a LOT.’
The title was sick but i am not sick when the time i am writing it..hehehe!!!:)
554 · Aug 2011
Dreaming on Loving You
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
Every night I go to my bed
It’s really hard for me to sleep
I can’t figure it out why is it
Because you’re like a sheep always in me

It’s the middle of the night already
That’s why I decide to write this
For me to fall asleep
And now I am asleep because of doing this

We saw each other
We are really sweet to each other
We care to each other
And we really love each other

I was thinking this is just a dream
And I don’t want to wake up anymore
Loving you in a dream is really hard
Because you just come into my mind
When I am going to sleep

I really cared for you from the very start
That’s why everyday is hurting me so bad
I’ve never ever even cross my mind
That I will fall in love with you


But you are always there behind
To catch me when I’m falling down
That’s why I realize that loving you is
The best thing that I can do
I don't remember how i wrote this, but anyway try to comment if its worth it:)) Thanks
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2018
Poem #4

Sunday, It was sunday when you started to build me up again
Sunday is the day when you come near me
Sunday is the day when you draped your arms on my shoulder in front of your birthgiver
Sunday is the day when I felt happy again
Sunday is the day when I felt the butterflies on my stomach again

You just smiled when my brother-in-law teased you
You just deny and pulled over your arms from my shoulder
I really cant read you
I really cant feel how you feel

Confirmation, The only thing I wanted from you for me to feel better
Confirmation is what I need if I should continue or not
462 · Aug 2011
What life it is?
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2011
Every life has a struggles that you need to face off
Sometimes we cry but sometimes we laugh
Sometimes we fall in love, sometimes hurting so bad
But you need to be strong to make your life better
We chose EVERYTHING we want
We used our mind to do everything in our lives
Even we don't have any choices that we can do
It is better to fight and don't give up
Don't lose hope!
Just be ready and be cool to the problem you encountered
everyday, tomorrow and today
Be friendly and love the person who loves you
So that, If they disappear you have memories
You can kept for the rest of your life
Its really hard to live in this world without ANYTHING you considered NOTHING...Make sense:))
438 · Feb 2015
I NEED FRIEND!
Gelo de Ocampo Feb 2015
What happened to me 'cause today I was distress
People around doesn't understand me
They were thinking I am tough
Thinking that I am not hurting
And they think that I am alright

I can't take this anymore
I don't know what to do with my life
I just ask people to understand me
But they does not

People giving me  a reason to get weak
To be more pessimist
I really wanted to cry above my knees
I need someone to talk to

A friend that will try his/her best to comfort me
A friend that  can understand what I felt and listen carefully to what I say
A friend that I can lean on
A friend that I can use his/her shoulders to cry on
And a friend that  I can feel what's true friendship it was

I really wanted to cry right now.
Can you be my friend?
Hi! :) Can somebody is willing to be my friend?
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2018
Poem #1

It really hurts to see that I’m not important to you anymore
That I am just  became part of your past
That you’re trying to forget what had just happened between us
That you treat everything a mistakes

It really hurts to see you happy with someone else
And treating me nothing just like a silhoutte behind
I dont know what had just happened
I cant see the old you anymore
I cant see any glimpse in your eyes when youre looking at me

I missed the old you
I missed everything about you
I missed everything that makes us connected together
What happened to you?
Why suddenly changed?
Why are you hurting me like this?

I want to hurt you too and I really hate you.
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2018
Poem #3

Last night when we talked
I confirmed of something that I don’t want to know
Yes, you’re building me up again
Yes, you’re starting to show me that your fall in love again

No, I hate you
No, I am trying to forget you
You even hold my hands and it seems like you want me to feel something
Something that I am scared if I did entertain
Something that can make me hurt and fall in love again

Music, music is the thing that really connects us
Music is the only topic that we usually talk about
You can play the piano and I can play the violin
You always told me to play together and make beautiful music that everyone will remember

One thing I noticed about us talking
You keep staring or should I say looking at me
You keep looking at me and I was a bit annoyed
I dont know if I look pleasant to your eyes
Or you keep thinking why I am like that

I really want to know whats behind your eyes when looking at me
I really want to feel and hear your heart who’s beating
I really want to know whats on your mind when talking to me
Please tell me
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2018
Poem #6

While in the cab going to the mall
My Birthgiver and I saw you walking down the street
I felt bad for not calling you
But honestly, I really want to go back just to get you

After I get connected to the internet, I chatted you
I asked where are you and you answer me just like before
But I saw difference and it strange that it seems like you changed how you treat me
I feel like an old sister to you not a girl who can be with you

I always think about you the time I was at the mall
I always think that I hope we cross our way or you passed by at my place
I always think that I hope I can see you

While walking going to the foodcourt, At the escalator
We cross our way
I, going up and you going down
Your focus is in your bag while my focused is yours only
Then, I cant stop myself on calling you

It was like a fairytale
It was like a scenario that just only happened at the movie
Maybe because I was thinking about you the whole time
It was really magical, though I dont believe in magic

But I was dispointed because you just said something
But you didn't follow me
You even did not chat me
Just like before, just like what we used to.
211 · Sep 2017
Untitled
Gelo de Ocampo Sep 2017
I am really afraid on the conception of being an outcast
I don't know when, where or how it was started but every time I talk to someone without knowing their opinion, it creeps me out and it gives goosebumps down to my spine and I cant help but remain silent
Everything doesn't mean I hate or I don't trust myself. I graduated college with flying colors and presently taking Masters Degree but still it so hard for me to decide
Gelo de Ocampo Aug 2018
Poem #2

Green, Green is the color of our clothes this meeting
You come and talked to me and telling me we’re the same
All I want to hear from you is to tell me that we’re destined
Green is my favorite color since young and I found out that its your favorite too

You come to me and telling me that I copied you
Isn’t?
I told you that you’re the one who copied me because it is the color of my clothes since morning
But you just laugh at me

You hold my hand and asking me how I am
Is it your strategy to fall for you again?
I’m starting to forget you so that I wont be hurt again
But it seems like you starting to build me up again

Please don’t do this to me
Please tell me if you really like me
Please tell me if you’re not ready to catch me
Please dont give me hope that will never gonna happened.
41 · Sep 5
Thoughts for you
I don’t know what will happen to me after all of this
I was already attached to you as if I couldn’t breath
My mood already depends on how you treat me
Oh God, please help me forget about him

My memories getting blurry; all I have is a sense of melancholy with you
My heart skips a beat thinking about you not thinking about me
I am crying, and my soul is in pain
I want to forget all the evocations, the embarrassment, the aspirations

But why? Why did I fall for someone like you
Someone who is unable to reciprocate my love for
Serendipity? Fate? Scheme?
I hate this world full of deceitful

I am drowning, I can’t breath
Please, please, please, someone please help me
Please let me go, please don’t let me go
Please catch me, please fall for me

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