to my dearest future boy or the one that had left behind,

ask 'em be honest, i was not like every girl youve met before arent i? i dont recognize red lipstick or suede high heels; but pretty sure i know your favorite meals for lunch

to my dearest future boy or the ones that had left behind,

ask urself be honest, u will never have started to like me from the way i look at first; but i guarantee that you will be drown on my ******* sands or undeniable falls like hiking on a slippery ***** when you get to know me

to my dearest future boy or the ones that had left behind,

im not that girl who can serve you with the best look for your best dates; but pretty sure you'd like it for us to watch ur favorite movies, with hot chocolate, inside my blanket while its heavy raining

to my dearest future boy or the ones that had left behind,

im not sure i can provide you pride of having a pretty girlfriend; but i will always try to make you proud of having me, the way i am.

— G (18/09/16)

waktu adalah yang paling jahat, dia akan tetap berjalan;

tanpa peduli siapa yang meronta inginkan ia pincangkan jarumnya, atau siapa yang inginkan matahari terbit datang lebih awal.

tetapi waktu pula yang paling dermawan, berikan penawar ke setiap luka yang tak bisa disembuhkan tangan.

you're heartless, reckless, ruthless.

i was so done with all the shadows and darkness i was almost standing after falling too hard.

but now u push me through the darkest canyon till i was not be able to breathe.

i never thought all of those words are temporary,
they are on the surface and you never really mean it.

i never thought what we had on this short period of time,
was a joke, a not-so-funny joke.

i never thought it could be so easy for you,
to just get and forget while all i do here is struggling.

craving for feelings that might still left on your heart for me.

but i was sad because "us" was matter to me before and it never was a joke.
because "us" was everything to me

and its hurtful,
to see you with your new "us" being so happy too quickly.

i never asked for you to come back; but i never thought you'll knock on another door this quick, too.