I spent my day thinking
What I'd do without
Him and his noisy hoes
Strippin as they do
A Stupid Pose


If only for
The time
He compared me
To a Rose
Dying Of Course

I spent my day like that
Until I realized it was to quiet
and that you weren't there
( and I couldn't find you anywhere)

So I took myself home
Not once did I look at my phone
Because once your happy
You let me go

I
Haven't
Slept
In
3
Days

Because
Somewhere Between
Wondering about
The Upcoming Surgery

And The Monster
In the Closet
Or Under my bed

I start wondering
If you meant what you said
Or if you where just upset

And if I'm to young
To start acting my age
Because it hurts
To behave

I
Haven't
Slept
In
3
Days

I'm Sorry
That you hurt
So much that it shows threw

But at the same time
I think that hurt
ain't enough for you

Because you yell and scream
Until my blood runs blue
And shows on my skin
Like the sins
Commited by you

She says
You'd never land a blow
But I'm scared of you

I had a dream
Where you spoke to me
And it made me happier
Than I've been

But the lightening woke me up
Just another person who is my drug

Tenderocity
Is my new word
Because your love
Is a disease

Staining The pillow
Where I lay my head
To Sleep

Love is a drug

Hello Darling
Hello Me

I want a boy who won't make me bleed
Steal or try  to take me or my creed

Away from our dark lit homes
With our fairies and gnomes

Hidden in the background
Of his delecacies and ****

Hello Darling
Hello Me

When will he come to me
The day we die sweetie

I wanna spin aroun
Until I die
See The Sky
From the ground up high

Live Breathe Die

With all that stains
my insides
Revolts  turns
Wuntil They are Outsides

Live breathe die

Hello Dearest Darling,

Do you if I'm okay? If My body isn't wasted in some dark alleyway?
Bang Bang, Gun shots near the door.  How are you comfortable
without knowing if it's my body on the floor? I live alone
Baby shouldn't you be worried? Even with this snow the flurries?
Couldn't you have come home for just one hour?  To change your clothes, to shower? I don't want to sleep alone baby. Couldn't you come home, couldn't you come home? Instead of being out with your friends? While I sit here and pretend that everything is alright?
Even though I haven't seen you in four night? This isn't fair baby leaving me alone. I hate you baby. Deep inside I can't take you baby. So I'm going to fire three shots. So you'll remeber the girl you forgot.

Forever yours and dripping in blood,

Your love