Love ,love is time
time a love never fades
always in motion
love is memories of past present future
love cant be bought sold,it can only be found..
until love takes its last embrace......

A best friend is someone who care for u holds you close and is there to hold you when you cry
A friend above all others someone who will never turn there back on you
Strange a friend seems like the perfect mate but its a different kind of love one that cant measure up to love;
So what happens when u fall in love with your friend and they don't feel the same....

A girl is merely a vessel, its the feelings that encompass them...

She is nothing unless she has feelings to share with another being...

Someone to hold,to kiss, to caress and get caught in the moment...

The moment to which you could live in forever....

Feelings that can be felt by doing absolutely nothing...

You were at the start and i embraced you
                  You and i were together and it was great i loved you more then myself
         Everything about me just fitted so perfectly with you i knew you were the one...but you brushed me off
It's so easy for you and i was crushed i never understood why but i'm sure you had your reasons...at least i have to
        I don't want vengeance so i just wait hopeless...so why do i deserve to be broken i'm a good person or i try too...
Please move on...i said goodbye and you said nothing....in the end

I was your number 1 and now i'm nothing less then nothing
I use to be the one you couldn't wait to hear from now i'm a nuisance and a burden
I felt as if i was everything how could losing one thing take all that away
If you asked for me back you will never see me again and when u left you didn't just take everything you **** what i thought i could never lose love...goodbye forever...

I have lived my life without regret or remorse till now..
I with all my heart wished that people would just understand
Now i'm in a room with people who want to help but don't know how too..
My parents believe i'm sick i know whats wrong but i am unable to speak..
Now i am a burden on there lives and i wish with all my heart that they would just wish me well and all my pain would be washed away..
Now i am nothing more then any other human being in the world...

My breath is heavy my hands are shacking my rifle in my arms
I am no longer in control i move on instinctive movements, i **** a man
all that goes through my mind is again, again, again
more blood splashes my face my hand stops trembling
my enemy screams in terror his friend don't help, the screams stop
Silence... dead Silence, i hear the enemy i here there gasps of air, the feet moving,... there heart beating
I got pushed, my whole family dead, its just me, I was pushed...killing is as easy as breathing..