i used to be super ****** up. really bad. i would stay up for days at a time not eating or drinking. i would carve myself with razor blades. i would steal lie and cheat for a little bag of something sweet. i would rob you and your grandmother for the shirts off your backs. i would have peeled my own face off just to make you gag. do you know the most vile and sickening part of this all? i would do it all over again just to relive the first day i saw your pretty ******* face.