I could use somebody who would hold me,
When I'm scared to be lonely,
Somebody who would call me,
When I'm thinking why should I be,
Someone who would give me the same love I give away,
I gave so much I don't have any left,
But still I don't live with regret,
I gave it to the people that needed it the most,
But now I could use somebody who would keep me this close.

It always hurts just a little bit,
When they let me down again,
I'm not suprised nor will I pretend,
That I didn't see it coming,
My heart stumbles again and again,
I feel so numb from all this pain,
There were times when I would smile,
Because I was happy with my life,
Those times are long gone,
I have no faith in that I will make it through this night,
I've became such a pesimist,
That I can't see the world as it is.

What to do,
When everything was true,
I can't think of anything now,
Anyone,
I just need to get wasted,
Forget what I found,
I guess you don't get opportunities twice,
The first time I ****** up,
Second chances don't come up,
The fact that it was my fault is killing my mind,
I would be so glad if I woke up.

Sorry for all the words unspoken,
Sorry for all the pain awaken,
I didn't mean to do this,
At least not like that,
What the hell happened,
Where is my mind,
I need to go now,
Goodbye.

Like it's so hard to know what you want,
I think you don't know anyway,
I sometimes feel like there can be a new start,
And sometimes I feel like this was never planned,
I can give you the time but I don't how long will it take before I fall apart,
The funny thing is that I did this to you,
I don't know how was I able to be so rude,
I'm sorry for that,
Guess I will have to suffer the same way that did your heart.

Like I know that you can't take things back,
But you can make sure all the pain and suffering will be repaid back,
As smiles and good things,
Support in all the things,
You want to do,
You need to do,
Just always remember,
That I love you.

I wish you could've hold me just a little longer,
Why didn't I belong here,
Had to go into despair,
It's hard to be happy,
When you can't share your feelings,
With the person who led you,
Lended you his own strenght,
Told you "You can do it",
But now farewell.