With sweet kisses, you destroy every inch of me.
Ripping me open with your gentle touch.
You break my bones with so much passion,
Oh, you are so lovely when you tear me apart.
I bleed from your cruel kindness.

I think of everything,
I think of nothing.
Sometimes I want to bang my head on the wall
until the voices screaming in my head die out.
Other times, my mind is blank,
I'm desolated, I feel nothing.

You are heroine, and my arms are covered in scars;
I could never get enough of you.

I spoke to him in shades of red and yellow,
but he only saw me in black and white.
I was a fire burning bright,
but he blindly choked on the ashes and the smoke.

Little do you know of the countless nights
I spent trying to figure out
Where I went wrong,
how I ******* it up, or
what was wrong with me.
Little did I know that it was you
who couldn't put in the effort.

Love is something that'll make you lose your mind,
and i would rather stay sane.