i met you when i was in love, with your best friend
i thought you were nice
little did i know you'd be my longest friend

i met you two years later
we were still close
even if we hadn't talked
but this time
i felt something for you

thinking you'd never go for
a girl like me
who's broken
so i hid my heart

i meet you two days ago
and there goes my heart
fluttering again

then you kissed my cheek
then i held your hand
and you squeezed it

and i felt like i was falling
in love
for the first time

- a.l.

take me back
when i was a kid and i cried
over scratches on my knees

take me back
when i was falling
to the ground from
the monkey bars
not from falling in love

take me back
when my first heart break
was realizing kim possible
had ended

take me back
when i hated naps
because i was scared of nightmares

take me back
when everything was perfect

take me back to childhood

because apparently
growing up is ****

- a.l.

today, when he first held my hand
it shot chills in my spine

and whenever he pulled away
i craved for those chills
i craved for his touch

his breath lingered on my neck
even after he'd left

i crave for him
now
until
i have him

- a.l.

Hi towhoeverthefuckisthis!

We're not teaching your girlfriend ****. You want to know why we're doing this? Its because she misses us best friend but since you have your hands wrapped around her neck I have no choice but to ******* fight back. It's 8:30 am and I am ******. You do not want to ******* see me when I'm ******. She wants to have fun with people she knows but apparently can't because if she does you'll go ******* entertain other girls. Do you ******* remember what I told you when you two first got together? It's your ******* privilege to hold her heart. Not a lot of guys can ******* hold her heart. So don't be a ******* *******
Respect? What kind of guy does not let his girlfriend do things she wants to do with people you mutually know. Oh right. You. You're ******* dictating her what she has to do. She's ******* 16 and she has to make her own ******* choices without having someone look above her shoulder. You want to get mad at someone. Get mad at me. Because I cant wait for the day you break her heart once more because it'll give me enough reason to break that face of yours.
Believe me when I say that I am not afraid of you. You may be older and taller. But I am stronger when it's my friends we're talking about. So be scared, for the next time I see you. Your hands won't ever touch her.

- a.l.

this goes out to the man who holds my best friend's heart

to the man who was given the opportunity to hold her heart -- i was scared
she was young and fragile but you proved to me you were good

i believed you, for a while
until i saw changes in her
that made me think otherwise

now she runs to me
saying things about a man
i thought i'd never hear

to the man who
wrapped his fingers
around her fragile neck

i will hurt you in more ways
than one if i hear her tears
fall
down

to the man who even
thinks of entertaining
other women
when she doesn't do
what you want

i will make sure you burn
in the pits of hell

i will douse your fingers
with gasoline
just to loosen their grip
on her

you will feel my fury reach into
the depths of you
that you'll never think of hurting
her

remember when i say this
you are privileged to have held
this heart of hers
so do not ******* break it

- a.l.

when we were together

i always thought
you are the love of my life

after we broke up

its now all
you were the love of my life

it's kind of sad thinking that one word
can change everything

- a.l.

we are the unwanted
always to ourselves
writing in our little notebook
about ****

we are the emo kids
wearing black
listening to
pierce the veil
or
emo songs
as they say

we are the nerds
the ones who get the As
wear glasses
and look like asians
most
of
the
time

we are the lonely ones
keeping to ourselves
earphones on
world off

we are the bullies
throwing our anger
at smaller kids

we are the cheerleaders
always standing
on weight
scales

we are the freaks

- a.l.