abstract crimson heart
now torn to p i e c e s
new start new end
but now the love is less

it's about heartbreak season
understand life has no reason

we live
we get hurt

we die
pretty ****** up but all you can do is move on and cry

my head spins while all I do is think
I need to pour another drink

oh dear oh dear
look what I have here

"it's very delicate so don't break it"

reach out your hand and it will be yours
you've earned it I couldn't give any more

keep me together when I'm falling apart
give me hope, a freshly paved start

but you left
and now my heart screams

Lost
       Broken
                   Abandoned

Shattered lights
Broken town
Psychological fights

Burning bridges by the start
Visions flash before ones heart

Sleeping to wake
Ending with eternal bake

Where am I?
Why are you looking so deeply at me?
This rush...I wonder if I can fly

Piloting dragons while my spine cracks
Alon   e I feel yet complete
Contemplating these thoughts, love is what lacks

Cold chills shooting up my bones
My hands...are numb
A look in the mirror only to see a self
morphed clone

A cigarette to calm the sorrow
Every drag to release the pain
Uplifted yet so low

Wearing off now, a gag or a spit
My body starting to ache
I think I need another hit

Taking each breath with a rope around the lifeline
Blades infract the skin to produce relief in the world we call "fine"

Her father abusive with every
        poisonous phrase
Leaving the pile of bones left to sit in a desperate daze

Leaving her lost in a cause that has yet to be found
But perfectly imperfect compacted into a love seeking hound


Searching for joy in anything left possible
Left lying helpless in a joyous yet melancholy blood pool

A figure        appears

Numb but feeling right
She turned on the rusty switch to his light

Intertwining into one mind
Tearing off the chains and shackles of the once blind

happiness now instilled
once hopeless but the heart now filled

every word spoken comes out with sincerity
making it together, opening up their vulnerabilities

Blueprints paved to corruption
Pain, Suffering, War
Minds partake in this brain abduction

War within every nation
The afterlife unknown
Together until complete separation

Together we stand divided we fall
What more is there
To nothing we saw

Feeling once  alive
                                now abandoned  
with every word they said it all meant nothing
Vital organs now frozen
         pulse now abnormal
                   beating the beat of a broken metronome

Every breath now breathes poison
           a gas we now call "reality"