I never thought I’d love it
I never thought I’d love you
I never thought I’d ever find a fit
I never thought not to be alone
I never thought you would be gone
I never thought you’d cause me so to rue

No longer mine
I know it’s true
My world, it turns a paler blue
I’ve paid my due
No, I’m not fine
The sun won’t ever again shine

I’m still waiting here
In this lonely world
Will you my side share?
That my mind shan’t be so twirled

“I hate you, I feel alone
I want you to be gone
I hate you, I know you lie
I want to say goodbye.”

I said this emotionally drunk
I saw how the words sunk

You ended it then
You ended it there
I swear I wasn’t sincere
My best friend lost
Alone again
I’ve felt no greater pain

Did you ever love me?
Before I went astray maybe?
Even if you didn’t, this glory
Blinded me, I’m sorry
I’ll make this up day by day
So if you ever again turn this way
I want you to forever stay
That we might smile and be gay
So if you ever again turn this way
And see my heart in a drought
My tears like charging soldiers
Show the world out
Get it off my shoulders

Do I have to exist in this world?
I’m barely able to survive
Nevertheless, I am breathing
So I guess I’m still alive
Although, would you ever have guessed it?
Just look at the image you see
Since you said goodbye, I’m barely bearing me

Why do the mirrors distort me so?
I am way too sorry a sight
Sure, I am young and still going
But I am such a blight
My best is by far worse than your worst
My heart is left without a key
Since you left my side, I’m barely bearing me

How could my mind guide me so wrongly?
It has turned incredibly weak
Hate the presence of your absence
My outlook is now meek
I bet my soul is wondering now
When I’ll have paid this painful fee
Now all by myself, I’m barely bearing me