Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me
I think I finally know what it means

At first I was one of the cases that proved this little saying wrong
For the words and phrases others threw were strong
Slamming my head on the wall against my will
Pinching my skin leaving marks all over

But then I realized take there words and find the true meaning
Find that and their words are less demeaning
They no longer have the power to make you feel
So small that you feel like an ant with the that glass above you
as they try to burn you



Take the words they throw at you and toss back the meanings
Toss them with such force that they recognize what their words means
then walk away and smile
and chant

Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me

Roses are red
Violets are blue
Candy is sweet
And so are you*

Roses are red
Violets are blue
my hearts needs to be fed
With every ounce of you

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I wish I was dead
Cause I can't have you

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I don't care what you said
I need some one new

Roses are red
Violets  ARE....
Okay I need to stop with this childish rant

My heart you did led
So what I am going to do
Is mend
This heart but not for you

Candy may be sweet but you taste sour
Like one of the War heads
I can't eat you I don't like sour things

"If life gives you lemons make lemonade"
Okay understandable. but what if life gave me limes.
Do I throw it back and expect a lemon in return?
Or Do I try my best to make lemonade with limes?

For you my love I give thee a kiss
Not one that only last a mere second
Not one that starts the flame but never fully feeds it
No, I give you a kiss that lasts for the longest time
One that sets the fire and lets it free
Makes the wheels turn
Lets the heat between us grow from an ember to the sun

For you my love I give thee an embrace
Not one that makes me feel a vast emptiness between my cupped arms once you depart
Not one that fills me to have you close but then the cup must empty once you go
No, I give you a hug, one that lasts till our dying breath
Till Hell freezes and heaven burns
Till the stars all at once implode and explode
Till all we have left is us entangled in a web of our love
Till what is left is you and I slowly fading becoming nothing more than a whisper in the dark

A kiss, an embrace, everything for you my love

I don't want to be alone with myself
While your arms are around someone else
I can't handle your name as it falls of my lips
It's the knife that pierces my heart
Slowly the A, the tip,
Pushes its way through the muscle tissue
To the point the pain is too much and my tears swallow my screams

I can't manage being on my own
While I sit wishing you called my phone
I can't stand to see the color purple flash in front of my eyes
It's a light the blinds me
A color that brings my heart to cry
making me turn around with my back to it
I can no longer stand the sight of anything that makes me remember you

FUN
Right there for me
I love them all
Every single One of them
Never will forget or try not to at least
Don't deserve them but glad I have them
Sure they might be weird and a bit out there but so am I

I am no longer just a bird who is forced to stay in the nest
I am no longer pink and bare
I have grown all my feathers and my wings have developed
I want to fly

One, Two, three punches to the brain
He tries but he can't hold the pain
So he lets go the only way he knows how
and let his Rainbow tears fall down

******, Queer, ***, circle him with fire
He feels them as they cut him like wire
He lets his face get covered in his rainbow tears
as he begins to show all his fears

Run, Run ,Run away and not look back
Don't think of them just run and don't look back
He sheds the rainbow drops but he smiles
After all the harsh treatment he still lives by the Rainbow Style

Rainbow tears dry
No longer he cries
He waves the seven colors with pride like he wanted to all those years
As they fall, happy Rainbow tears

Don't be afraid.
There is no one in sight to hear that beautiful voice.
Not a soul will hear the mockery of Ravens you make.
The nails across chalkboard.
No, there is no one to hear your last breath as it escapes your body and into the cold winter night

Don't be afraid.
There is no one in sight to see how beautifully your body contorts.
Not a soul will see the acrobats you manage as you are pinned.
An Excellent showcase of your struggle
No, there is no one to see your last dance for death.

Don't be....No, be very afraid.
There is no one at all that knows you are here with me
To share the last moments you have.
There is no escape, no escape indeed.
You are just another trophy I collect
just another Victim  
For my Serial Killing hands and mind.

These tears that were shed last night
Were  not for the one way love
But for the denial to know
To know who he was

Not his name cause I already know it
But who he was as a person

These tears that were shed last night
Were not cause I had enough
But because I am not accepted

From the way you speak
From the way you look at me
From the way you make me feel

I spent all night last night fighting thoughts of death
Ignoring the way they made death sound sweet
I fought the urge to take my last breath
Fought the urge to accept defeat

I need to stop letting you through the walls
And get up the i fall
Just because you are my mother
Doesn't mean i want find another
I am tired of all the things you make me feelall you do is peel
Me slowly you need to stop please
I am tried of all these tears i shed because of you

I have no right to be who I am
I have no right to get to know my biological father
that's the idea i am getting

All men created equal
But you don't care
I am a terriost apparently
I have  no right to be who I am
Nor the right to know my bio dad

I never had the need to look o'er my shoulder
But Now my heart is growing colder

Never had the need to take some thought
But Now my feelings are getting caught

I never knew that you could be this way
But I guess that's what I get for playing this game

How Could I be so blind?
Time after time, Lie after Lie

I need to step away
To go away and move on
I need to quit this play
Forget this game and move on

I still have these feelings there's no denying that
They always knock always knock
But to act upon would be a selfish act
So I must stay firm and be a rock

I need to take a step back
and go away and never return
I need to stop being whack
and not be this way and not crash or burn.

I wish I could take all my emotions and fold them neatly
and place them somewhere so they can develop dust

Take my emotions and peel the away from my being
To the point of the numbing pain is felt no more

Erase My emotions with an eraser and clean the paper
and blow the remnants away

My emotions betray me letting me feel what I don't want to
They make me think irrationally as if I were drunk
They make me think of what I want but can't have

Emotions be gone
Be gone from me and don't come back
For I long
To be alone and not be attacked
By Emotions

I spent 15 years not wanting to know
I spent 15 years saying He should be dead
But it was all anger for leaving me, and My sister

Now I am left with a question

Are you my Father?

If I do meet you I am not friend but Foe
And I would like to kick you until you bled
But I won't Sir, poor excuse of a man, mister

Now I am left with a question

Are you my Father?

you and I
I and you
One plus one
equals two

I and you
you and I
would you be
my sweety pie?

I shouldn't care, I should move on with my life
And let my Heart protect itself from anymore pain
I should But I don't

I refuse to listen to the voice in my head
that tells me to run away and hide behind the walls that were already made
I should but I don't

I ignore the yield sign, completely block any view of the stop sign that pops up
It's telling me to not go any further, I should listen to the No Trespassing sign too
I should But I don't

I need to forget you, forget those eyes that take me to the sea
I need to forget those hands and stop wishing they would hold me
I need to forget all the problems you make for yourself
I need to forget and find someone else

I should But I don't

Holding on when I should let go
Everything makes me think of you
Letting my mind take over
Please just leave my mind

Moments away from forgetting
Eventually I do forget

Tear here, and tear there
Rip here, rip there
Keep going until you can't
Then throw those lies down the drain

Cry here, and cry there
Sniffle here and sniffle there
Just wipe the tears till you dry
He can't cause no more pain

Smile here, and smile there
Laugh here and laugh there
Keep on going don't look back
You are done with that game

You are done with the lies
and watch them as the go down the drain

Life forever, life together
Other is significant
Very beautiful on the inside
Every time feels like the first time

Don't leave me behind to pick up the pieces
When All I needed was your kisses
Don't leave me alone to fend for myself
When you go and be with someone else

Cause I am growing tired
Of all these games
Tired
of all these names
Tired
Why can't you change?

Your name echos in my heart
But I don't listen cause you tore me apart
Your name wants to slip out of my mouth
But I stop it, It mustn't come out

Cause I am tired
of all the games
Tired
Of all those names
Tired
I stopped and won't play
Tired
I don't care if you change

I close my heart but only to you
You will no longer be able to break through
I will no longer melt, no longer feel the way I use to
No matter what you try to say, No matter what you try to do

Cause I have grown tired of everything
Tired of your name
Tired of you antics
Tired of trying to show but then being thrown like a used towel
Tired of trying to ignore
Tired of everything you say
Tired of being in dismay
Tired of thinking of you
Tired of worrying about you
Tried of putting myself out there
Tired of feeling naked when I get near you
Tired of ......
I am just tried of you

Dear Me,

You have done things in the past
Done them fast
With no second thought
But now You regret the choices you made
And when the time comes you will have to pay

But until then Try hard to do what's right
Ignore the ones who get you frustrated
Don't give in and fight

Write everything down like you are doing now
Write when you are sad, write when you want out

Hold closely the ones who are your friends
Because you never know when that friendship will end
Hold them close stitch them to your heart if you have to
Because they are the people who love you
Don't forget to hold you family close also

Keep your head up when you are brought down
When they breach the walls you placed
And they throw the words like spears to your head
When they beat you and flog you
make you raw mentally and emotionally
Just keep your head up

You shoot me down but I won't fall I am Titanium
Sing this when you need to

be the best person you can be
Be the person you want them to see and enjoy
Try hard every day to do what you can
Try to be a good man

Sincerely,
Yourself

You what I need
Chocolate in the Morning

It Makes me smile
It makes me laugh
I feel like I am high
without the drugs

I need chocolate in the morning
That brown smooth stuff
That melts in my mouth
I get the "I am in heaven" moment
Once it's in my mouth

I need chocolate every morning
and you know let's have it every night
Too

Like the dying flower
I feel myself wasting away

Like the dying flower
I feel the love for you dwindling to nothing

Like the dying flower
I ****** but no rain will come my way

Tonight
I
Mimic
Everyone

Tonight
I
Message
Everyone

Tonight
I
M­ock
Everyone

Tonight
I
Miss
Everyone

Finally
Ignoring
Something
Happened for me to forget.

Never
Opened
To me.
Hurting
Ignoring
Never
Getting what I say.

“Not today”
If not now then when?
When Will these boxes you place for us be crushed and burned and not recycled?
When will the doors will be open for all?

“Not Today”
IF not now then when?
When will we be free and not look upon when distaste?
When will we be treated all equal?

“Not today”
If not now then when?
When will be accepted like others before us?
When will be talked in schools to make sure what we went through wouldn't be repeated?

If not today, then when
Cause I would really like to know.

STOP! STOP HURTING ME
But they don’t listen and keep pushing
STOP! STOP HATING ME
But they don’t listen and keep going
STOP! JUST STOP
They don’t listen and snicker
STOP! I Can’t take anymore
They don’t listen and continue anyway

STOP! DON’T DO IT
But I don’t listen and look down
STOP! STOP AND LISTEN TO US!
Why listen when they tuned my pleas out
STOP! THINK FOR A MINUTE!

NO! YOU STOP AND THINK FOR A MINUTE
THINK ABOUT ALL YOU HAVE SAID
THINK ABOUT ALL YOU HAVE DONE
ALL THE WORDS THAT BURNED AND LEFT MARKS
ALL THOSE WORDS THAT COILED AROUND ME LIKE SNAKES

Think about all the wrong you done to me
You painted with black and red on a canvas that needed mending
You threw a pitch to a batter who had a broken bat

STOP! WE DIDN'T MEAN IT
But I already took a step and began to fall

WHAT
A
SAID
      

WHAT
A
SHARED

WHAT
     A
      P
      P
       E
        N
         E
          D


......To you

I had the same dream before
Not in the same context
Maybe not in the same scenario

But The same thing happened

I kissed you and I still remember every detail
We were wrestling each other and you know in those movie scenes
Where the world seems to slow
And their faces seem to glow

That was what happened.

You were on top with your hat, it was the red and black  one
And I was on bottom smiling like a goofball and just having fun.

You leaned in slowly ever so slowly
Like time itself was slowing down for us
So we could enjoy the moment.

I got lost in your eyes
Got lost in the sea
Got lost and didn't want to return

You closed your eyes and I did mine
I was in darkness for a moment
But I could feel your warmth
And that was all I needed
For that particular moment

Then I felt your lips on my lips
And then I woke up and man did I give a Flying Flip!

Now you told that you had a dream
That you kissed me
I don't know what happened in your dream
I don't know what you felt
I don't know
But The same thing happened
You kissed me

It's funny how we had a similar dream

A time forgotten
Because we went separate ways.
Caution i have now
Did you intend for me to be
     Cautious?
Everywhere I go I get a feeling of
Fear. Not because of the wrong but
           Because of being hurt.
God! You still
Have me
In your grip.
Juggling these feelings that still                  
        remain.
Kite flying these feelings.
Longing to be rid of these feelings.
Moments turn to days.
Nothing is helping.
Oh!!
Perhaps i should go? Or maybe
Question myself? as to why i still          
     Think of you.
Registering that it is time to go.
So i drop that rose you made in the
Trash.
Under the sadness of letting go is
      Sense of
Victory.
Watching it land no more
Xoxo's
You are no longer there in my
   Mind. Because we never
Zinged.

No more
O
t
h
I
n
gone forever
     E
    V
e
R     again

ANGER
           A
            G
           ExCitement  
               A
                U
                 T
                 I
                 O
                   U
                     Surprised

You can't turn me on to warm up the room so you can feel the warmth inside

Neither can you turn me off so the room can be engulfed in darkness. So you can go find another room to light up.

I am not some light switch that can be toyed with by your child-like hands to keep your child-like mind entertained.

No, i am not a light switch.

I am either a light that stays on forever for you cause i am the only light you need.

Or i am nothing at all. The one lightbulb the needs fixing. The one light for someone other than you.

Cause i am no light switch.

I inhale and memories come knocking on the door.

They beacon,they call
They chant and knock hard

That door must remain closed
They must not be let in.
Not by the hairs on my chinny chin chin.

They still knock,they still holler
They bang and shake

But the door will remain closed

Life seems dull when ever i remember you

Life seems a bit less bearable whenever i think of you

Life in general gets more difficult whenever a thought of you flashes before me

I need to stop thinking of you
I need to stop
cause i need to get on with my life.

That candy Gram that you got no longer means I like you
Or I want to be your Valentine.

It is no longer given out of my heart
More out of the kindness of my heart

Cause After you did what you did
My feelings changed

Now that Sucker that you **** on is a sucker of friendship nothing else

There was a time when I thought you did everything right
I must have been too blind to see
No wrong, No lies, Boy I must have been out of mind*
Uhh Yeah I was But now I am changning what the heart wants

Can't you see that I am not falling, But rising
rising above you so you can't touch me

No longer will my heart be pulled with your strings
you are not the puppet master

I will be in the sky and fly with my wings
So you can't touch me

I am rising out of love with you
No longer falling in love with you

There are boundaries that I can not cross
I could breach one of these boundaries and fall back into place
Act like nothing has happened
But... I can't

This wall must come down, this Berlin Wall must go
It keeps me trapped to one side when I want to cross to the next.
This barrier must fall like The Roman Empire fell
Cause I want to be on the other side.

But this Boundary is one that must stay
must remain intact
Must stay for a long time
Because.... Crossing the line might lead to me demize

If I could speak what needs to be heard
You would hear that I want to be the one.

If I could show what needs to be showed
You would see that I want to be the one.

If I could send mental messages
You would know that I want to be the one.

But I can't speak, can't show, can't think
You will never know

Hmmmmmm
This could work
Could be
Could happen
This could actually work

You left me in the darkness
All alone to fend for myself
You let me keep thinking
But you loved someone else

Was it all just a big game?
I the fool as you played charades?
Cause I can’t handle
This big scandal
Why oh why must I feel this way?

I am tired of playing these games
I am tired of feeling the pain
Do you want me?
Do you want to hold me?
Do you need me?
Cause I am slipping
Away

I no longer see with broken glasses
I use to squint to see the perfection
And letting the rough edges fade in the background
But now they are fixed and I can see clearly

Those rough edges I was talking about
They are popping out.
I now see that the way you act and how you acted was wrong
I now see that you playing with my feelings was also wrong

I no longer need a hearing aid
I use to turn the volume up to hear your laugh
And turn the volume down when you would say certain things
But now I have my hearing fixed

All those words, all those things
I hear them clearly now
Those the “I like you” turned to” I have mixed feelings”
I hear them clearly

I use to be broken
I use to not function as well
And would be blinded and deaf
And would continue to like you
But Now I am fixed

I fixed myself
And see that it is you that is broken
But I am not going to take time to fix you

A weeping boy covers his face in shame
He takes the razor and carves his “name”
In his leg

He digs deeper and ignores the pain
He feels the blood but “no pain, no gain”
He cries even harder

He is finished and starts to shake
Not from the damage he did make
But from the words that spin ‘round

He looks at his handiwork in the reflection
He lets it dry and covers it so no one will mention
This word and many others destroy him one cut at a time

Dear Gandia Guerrero,

Girl, I am going to miss you
like the world would miss the sun
Because you bring warmth to me
everyday that you are here

I am going to miss those times when you told me
That I was dumb, I was crazy cause
only you could tell me those things
With a smile on your face

You and me are like thick as theives
But don't theives leave
each other eventually
Lol, nah we ain't never going to do that
Cause I know our paths will cross some day

Keep your head up
Never let anything down except your hair.
Love you and I will miss you

Your BEST GUY FRIEND WHO WILL CRY WHEN YOU LEAVE,
WHO WILL MISS YOU
WHO WILL WIRTE TO YOU WHEN HE CAN
WHO LOVES YOU DEARLY

Francisco D.H

Nothing seems better than having
A peach

A round, plump, orange looking peach

AT&T; was good but then I hit a dead zone
I need a company that doesn't go off one second then I get a signal the next
I need a company that will treat me like a customer should be treated

AT&T; was fine up to a point
Until I had to pay more to revice more
Until I had to work harder and deal with mixed messages

I need New phone service
A new service where I don't get all these wierd messages
Where I can pay less and recive more
I just need New phone service

A total ******
Not worth any more of my time
Too much of an A'hole
Honestly I don't know why I liked him
Out then in then denies
Never far from my mind though...
Yesterday I told him how I truly felt 'bout him

When you said my name
"Fran"
And you poked my side
I ignored

Was it right?
To not give in and fight?

You messaged me
for forgiveness
i told You
All that needed to be said

I left after the period
but now i am curious
what's going on in your head?