Seasons change
Only leaving rain

She said
I'll go with you
If you cant find a friend, it is
The way you are my world
Dont really mean a thing to you
We could dance around this plot line
Fend for our own ****** selves
Singing with the devil
Dancing for the wolves

I laughed
I'll go with you
Youre all I dont deserve
Wrapped up in an angels body
Just one with the aging world
Hating the love for me, charming
My Listening turns to apathy
Forceful smiles of hidden greed
Rich girl, poor world , force fed pearls.  

She said nothing
and walked away
And So do I
Into the world.  
A ghost of the past
A stranger to the girl.

Fate strewn across
An empty room

I keep leaving her
For the stupidest reasons
Were both afraid
Im afraid of being used
Shes afraid of the same thing
Yet she lies to me, to keep me
And I tell her the truth,
Even when  its hurts.
Even if it feels amazing
Even if its even
And she keeps coming back
I keep leaving her
For the most selfless reasons
She doesn't deserve this
And I love the truth.
But I dont love her
Like that

Fourteen , his whole life ahead of him
Broken hearted, he already knew of that
Guitar , his only true friend at night
Manic depression, keeping him up and down
Sobriety, the only thing keeping him drowning
Leaving, our hearts open wounds on heart day

Accepting -not settling
Broadening horizons

Be as you are
I dont know why
We ever forget
Be azure
Bleed assurance
what you want
said in confidence
No hesitations
Said in burial
Eternity a myth
Fate a must
Penny in a fountain