My cold bleak world
Rots in a tomb deep down
I barely remember it now
and when I do?
How it shakes  my bones
Throws fists in the air
Like- I hate that man!
When I don't, I don't think
If I did?
That would really ****
Cuz if I've learned anything I'm stuck
Being this is guy I am now.
Only be me till the pasts sinks in
Now I'm totally different
Each breath changing my views and
Each day still breaking same rules that
Have become laws to me
of how life outta be.

Perfect.

Since impacted, my heart mind,
However aged and torn at,
Still grasping at growing over
the skin and keeping close
Forever keeping this burden getting deeper within
this burning hot pice of star dust
With all her rays of light of other worldly
Cosmic perspections in another depth
With her light rays, whether they are her or reflections from the sun
or just her sense of the world
and its wonders
Like her, it wonders itself
Almost in the same way I'm sure
but am i sure
I'm sure not enough
but almost
Enough to the heart from the mind, but forever?
As it seems
Keeping
All the while
the mind attached to the heart.
Not even the sharpest pains of reality
Of fear
Maybe both in the same
Can truly divide this heart of mind.

You are the Tethys sea.
When all the worlds land is together,
you are the rest.
The endless blue without boundaries,
sounds like you.