Amongst the ****** of crow off to the show
far apart a dove has better know not to go rather stay here
Hello.

Scar my mind
Afar from a savior but I still have time
I need to find other’s help, I can’t save myself from this crime
But the facade has lasted so long I can’t just convert the blind
They’ll think there’s a truth past it to find
But if I don’t find someone, there will be no time.

First my son my first born child my junior my best friend little man you are my everything I know I have not been the best father to you up to this point and I'm sorry your daddy is truly sorry I'll find a way to make it up to you but for now I just want to let you know that I am proud of you son I'm proud of the man that you are in the man that you're going to become I'm happy to say that you a better man than me my only regret is that I did not get a chance to be there more in your life Junior you're my best friend you're my everything even if I never get married you are my best man daddy always love you son. Second to my girls Paige and Isabella. Paige daddy is sorry for not being there like he's supposed to for not being the man to you that he is supposed to be for not teaching you and showing you how a man is supposed to treat a woman I am sorry for the awful things you got to see me and your mother go through your daddy is going to make it up to you I promise you I'm going to give you the world and to show you that the man that your father was is not who he is and I do not want you with a man like that paigey poo I love you you are my baby girl when I'm sad you always know what to say to make me laugh I miss you so much. And last but certainly not least Isabella my baby my twin I know you're only 2 years old and you've been through so much in these two years baby girl your daddy is so sorry for the things that I put you through for the things that you got to endure for the things that you seen I am so sorry baby I wish that you did not see the things that you seen the only good thing is that you're still young so I still have time to make it up to you but baby your daddy is sorry and not just to you but to all of you guys your Daddy loves you and I'll do everything in my power to show you guys that from here on out love always your father

Stuck in a hall
The mental fall
lights filled the air until I saw
depressive law
my friends in it's oppressive jaw
Can't just observe I need to stall
Got to find a way to save you all
gotta find a way to save the day before you're taken in a haze of raze
I will amaze, I panic, set myself ablaze even if I lose myself in this manic maze I'd rather die before I see your graves
I'll do anything to make sure I see your face
I'll do anything so you aren't viewed as a disgrace
I'll do anything for your meaning to be imbued in your depressive pace
I'd be singing but I'm mute
Angel sinning, bit Eden's fruit
Neither of us are winning but I care more for you
Two sides of a dissolving coin, that's half the story of the two.

When the stars fall
I’ll be with you
I’ll light the skies
If the moon dies and leaves you behind
Just come with me, I’ll be your eyes
Shall the sun not rise, I’ll light the world
Till my demise
The stars fall when you’re around. Joy fills my ears, their is no sound.
Trapped in your mind, leave me behind. No value now, for you to find. No pulse on me, there is no sign
You’re all alone, I’ve gone back home
Stuck with your troubles
You can’t stay calm, bring my lamp
And carry on.

I can't find the rest of the water in me
Lost searching for the inner meaning
Stuck in pointless thinking, sinking
Only halfway down than it hit me, reality
Only half a face and the rest a hollow disgrace
A mask I use to hide a trace,
Of fear that might show cause if it's hidden no one will know
that I've lost my soul but this mask comes with a toll
Water, now let me use the rest to paint the act
A young kid struck trying to a meaning to his mind. He searches in the stage till he finds out he must hide his intentions no matter the price. So he puts on the mask and flaunts it’s envied beauty as he looks in the crowd only to see strife. The audience is displeased at his vacant self care and now he’s realized he wants to please the crowd.
That, is my life.

Timeless trifles occupy my eyes as
I break down issues stuck inside my ill-mind.
But with this thought, it’s too dreadful to put aside
Hollow hope we do all yet fail at flying
and most deaths we leave their grave alone and crying
as they lose their legacy and all of their pointless trying
how could we just let their efforts fade as it beckons to be learnt for their mistakes and accomplishments
only for us to do everything they did but once again
Their gravestones get destroyed more and more every year as we neglect something we always claim to always fear
Yet we’re repetitions stuck in the past
and the future unwilling to remember
If history continues to repeat itself we will not last