"you overthink everything"
i get that a lot
i dont understand why i do
my mind thinks horrible things
my feelings are negative
i want to think that everything will
be okay and that it is okay to not be okay but i cant help but think
i can't trust my mind
because i overthink every thing
I asked you for an explanation,
All you gave me was lies.
What has gotten into you?
I used to know you really well,
Where did all the fun go?
Those weekends spent causing trouble,
So all those years as friends weren't real.
I missed you when you left,
I thought you'd never return.
But when you did you left me with nothing,
I worry about you,
I doubt you do the same.
Do I mean nothing to you?
Because that's how I feel.
I hope you disappear...because I already have.
Today when I looked at you,
The twinkle in your eye wasn’t there anymore.
That cheeky grin had vanished.
The crinkles you have on the side of your face from laughing too much had disappeared.
You were there, but you weren’t.
You were there in your usual clothes,
With your usual hair and usual shoes
But you weren’t there.
Who knows where you went?
Maybe to a place where all the other broken smiles go.
Will you come back?
Will you regain that life that was once there?
Will you ever be you again?