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fisharedrowning Dec 2013
Ups, and downs.
I see us through liquid smiles,
you saw us with regretful frowns;
We stand on opposite ends of the isle.
You are high when I am low,
we are but deadweight to hold onto for control.

What matters is past and present:
I still keep the photos of us,
while your heart's still not shaken.
I still see us in my dreams,
and as for you, you are not keen.
fisharedrowning Nov 2013
They say
"Time heals
all wounds."

"It glues
the pieces of you
that broke
when you were torn
from your lover's heart
and thrown onto
the ground."

I say
that's a lie.
For after 3 years,
5 months,
12 days,
22 hours,
42 minutes,
and 50 seconds;
you are still
haunting me.

The puzzle
never fits.
The heart
still aches.
The candles
stay unlit.
And at times
I break.

No,
time does not
heal all wounds.
But it gives you
the strength
of a 10-ply tissue,
the memory
of the finest sieve,
and the melancholy
of a young literati.

It gives you
threads of silver and red;
and it's up to you
to weave the mess
into a conceivable,
beautiful,
tragic scar.
fisharedrowning Nov 2013
When I met you
My eyes closed
I fell
And I fell
And I continued to fall
And you were always there
To catch me

One day
You opened my eyes
So I could see again
But I still fell
And I still fell
And I'm still falling
But you're not there
To catch me
Anymore
fisharedrowning Nov 2013
i don't mind being lonely,
but i don't want to be seen as lonely.

i enjoy being sad,
but i don't want to be known as sad.

i love you.
but i don't want you to know i still do.

i want to be with you,
but i don't.

because as much as i love you,
i love myself too.
fisharedrowning Nov 2013
I grasp at your
Hands
are pushing me
Away
into my black cloak I
Hide
and play seek with your cigarette
Smoke
seeping through my every
Crevice
which I thought I had so well
Hidden
behind these cold
Walls
with no
Endings
are meant to
Be
together, forever until we dry
Up
like the vines growing in my
Mind
your own business

That's what you meant.
fisharedrowning Nov 2013
Night falls,
mask off.

Heart bleeds,
wet cheeks.
fisharedrowning Nov 2013
Step 1
"I love you."
Get your ready-made heart
Tender from the bruises
Because of last night's dream about him

Step 2
"I still care for you, as a friend."
Season with salt
Not the type that comes in a box
But the special kind
That comes from his warm breath
And magically condenses on your cheeks

Step 3
"So I like this girl now.."
Let it sizzle
From the uncontrollable jealousy
Let it spit
At that innocent girl
But let's not kid ourselves now
The only thing getting burnt
Is your heart

Unexpectedly
A layer of frost
Surrounds your heart
A defensive mechanism
Now an ice box

Exhausted
From the painful bruises
The salty tears
Burning anger
The icy numbness

Darkness takes over.

Repeat step 1
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