Hesitated
Walking around the same circle
Full of hope yet anxious
The time is passing quickly
I didn't realize it is the end
I told you once
I had a dream
We were out in the cold
The weather has frozen our bones
But we stayed
Because the time was passing
And soon it'll be goodbye
After that dream
We promised each other for a one more night together
But you were too afraid of saying goodbye
You didn't show up
We still have time
But you chose to say goodbye
Before the end

It happens that we miss
It happens that we separate
Since I met you
Every hour is a sad song
You fall from my hands
like a drop of tear escaped my eyes before I notice your hurting me

- weeping
I swallowed all these wounds by myself
You exist
but I'm grieving
and I made of these grieves memories
that I will keep to remember you

-I loved you
Like a secret
Hidden away from people, from you
Like a swear between myself and I
Like a dream that never come true

- I drowned in you
I loved you without saying a word
I craved you without paying any attention of the circumstances
I let myself burn watching you with everyone else but me
I did this to myself

It's okay
You are alive
living a happy life
It is me who will deal with these wounds
I will live with them
I will write them down
like a sad song

Watching you
from a long distance
pains my eyes
I know that
you will never be mine
but my eyes
will never give up stalking you