I didn’t say no
Didn’t ask for it to stop
Didn’t move
Didn’t budge
I was frozen
I was scared
I wanted it over
I wanted to sleep
Wishing for him to hurry up and leave
Praying for him to never come back
The praying never worked
He always came back
He filled me up
Every night
Yet I still got stuck with an empty feeling

To this day I still wonder what went on inside your head when you said you’d want me dead

We was on a rock
Sitting so close
Hearing nothing but the sound of water crash up against the rocks
Talking briefly
But enjoying the silence
Happy to be together
Happy to be alone
That’s all we needed to be happy in the moment.

The sound of your voice
The feeling of your touch
The way my heart beats when you say those three words “I love you”
Is all I need to have a bright day
No matter what happens you will always bring me joy