lost my dog
lost my guinea pig
lost my boyfriend
then lost my cat ...
why cant anything go right
in my life ... my pets died
and my ex probably hates me ..
even tho he was my entire world ..
im so lost without them in my life
idk what to do .. i need help ...

what would i do without you
yeah you drive me crazy, yeah
you hurt me sometimes, but thats part
of what makes us so special. I love you
to death theres nothing that i would change about you
you make me happy. i love that u make me feel wanted
i love u so much

we are only human
we are loud and obnoxious,
weird and crazy,
but that's just who we are
we are only human
humans that aren't perfect
who make mistakes
do stupid things
break things, get into fights
fall in love. we cant fight it
we are all different and that's
just how it is there is nothing we
can truly do about it , but change
the things we do in our day

So beautiful, so smart
She smiles so bright
The way she talks
the way she looks at you
she is the best thing in our lives
everyday we wake up to her smiling
like crazy but thats the best part of our day
shes our baby girl, nothing is better than that
we are so lucky to have her in our lives

I just felt myself die

And every second afterwards was a reminder

Flesh is not as tempting as you made it seem

It just is a mark that escapes notice


And today I watched a suicide

Written cleanly between the lines of poetry

There were enough reason to leave me gasping

Sharing the panicked desperation of their loved ones mourning

It was pretty to watch them degrade

Their sawdust imprinted on skin

I was told to take it standing up

Far away from the floor I was tempted to decay upon

At attention I couldn’t help but to stop, drop, and roll


I learned to keep myself safe before I learned my name

Lost in translation through the years

My priorities shifted from existing to pretending I wasn’t inside my skin