The worst part about having mental health issues is that you're seemingly required to have a breakdown in order for people to understand how hard you were trying to hold yourself together.

The version of me you created in your mind is not my responsibility.

"Church is where I found God, but it's also where I learned to judge"

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when you have a persistent sense of heartbreak and gut-wrench, the physical sensations become intolerable and you will do anything to make those feelings disappear. And that is really the origin of what happens in human pathology. People take drugs to make it disappear, and they cut themselves to make it disappear, and they starve themselves to make it disappear, and they have *** with anyone who comes along to make it disappear, and once you have these horrible sensations in your body, you'll do anything to make it go away.'

And just like that, I realized that my old scars never truly healed,
because they bled again at a single word.

Like rowing a boat,
we enter the future backward
All we see are the scenes of the past
and no one cannot see the views of tomorrow.

"i hate you"

hahaha

i hate me too

"All he wanted was for someone to look at him and see the person he hid so well."

"A heartbreak isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.
Sometimes, it could be as quiet as a feather falling
and the most painful thing is.
nobody hears it except you."

"We all have demons, I just choose to feed mine."

"You're talking a lot

but you're not saying anything."

"Sometimes you have to be quiet to really see the stars."

...and long after I have given up,
my heart still searches for you
without my permission...

"I am a victim, from heaven
Usually, hanging out with depression
And when we're bored we play in fantasy,
Always on the run from, reality."

Someone once said that, "When you avoid the conflict to keep the peace, you start a war inside yourself."