......"and now I'm just not surprised when people leave. I'm actually more surprised when they stay."

I am not the result of the past
I am not the result of the abuse
But
I am the result of the future
And I am the result of who I pretend to be.

.....not for what you understand."

"--they're too happy
to have to deal with my problems."

you are silent about your pain, they'll **** you and say you enjoyed it.

I'm going to smile and make you think I'm happy

I'm going to laugh so you don't have to see me cry

I'm going to give so you can be who ever you want to be

I'm going to let you go in style

And even if it kills me

I'm going to smile

I just wanted to let you know,

that I put your name on the bullet so everyone will know that you

were the last thing that went through my head.

Thank you for the tragedy, i need it for my art.

yet I feel like dying.

"Heaven can quit searching for their fallen angel now. Turns out I'm just a devil that dreamed of standing next to God."

of my own heart;
                       of it's constant hunger for whatever it is it wants
                                                           ­   the way it can stop and start
                                                           ­                             again and again..."

I went to HELL and back for some people and they still have the audacity to say, "I never asked you to tho,"

Do you ever feel depressed over the smallest things and then when people ask what's wrong you feel like you can't tell them because it's so insignificant?

I have days where I don't even feel like speaking.

my heart when I try to join in a conversation and no one hears me so I slowly stop talking, getting quieter and quieter into silence.

I don't like myself
and the sad thing is I can't remember
if I ever liked myself.

"After months of freezing and shivering under a grey sky,
your genuine laugh warmed me at first try,
sparked something in my chest
I hadn't thought it was still in me,
made my hands tremble like a paper boat at sea."

What if after you die,

God asks you:

"So how was heaven?"

The end is near
I can't keep trying
Stop asking, "If I'm okay?"
I'm tired of lying
It's almost time to quit
Most fear death but others pray for it
They'll ask and wonder why they had never seen her cry
No answers found
I'll rot deep, Deep, DEEP, beneath the ground

Waiting for someone to act correctly is a disrespect to yourself. You're compromising your worth because someone can't fully afford it.

"Our hearts are monsters
                       that's why our ribs our cages."

"is the art of pretending to be normal."

"My parents checked my grades,
Not my mental health
My parents told me I could talk to them
They didn't tell me what I could talk to them about,
My parents said they care,
They never said what they cared about
My parents said they love me
They never said which me."

When Silence is the most powerful scream.

"is a lovely place to find yourself."

Most things feel out of place these days, especially me.

'he wants the lightening in a bottle kind of love;
                                                  
                                       without the possibility of the shatter.'

"Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift."

"They were like two shooting stars that had burned too brightly, leaving a trail of sparkling nothingness."